One Shots

My Roommate and Best Friend (FxF)

I've come to the realization that I am attracted to women. I don't think I caught myself the first time I looked at a girl friend as something more, or the first time I paid as much attention to the woman in a romantic scene as I did the man--but there's been little bread crumbs leading me to this, and the big, resounding reveal are my feelings for my roommate. My beautiful, kind-hearted, completely straight roommate: Dani. We've lived together for about a year and a half, after meeting in college. For a while, I couldn't accept my feelings. I thought, wow, we're just really good friends. But as time has passed and my feelings have grown, I had to admit (to at least myself) that I love her. And the heartbreaking thing is that she won't ever feel the same. So here I am again, drowning my sorrows with vodka, while she is out looking for her next boyfriend.

I've always been sort of an emotional drunk so I usually avoid going too far. But tonight, I'm alone, and I'm going to drink until I forget.

It's probably 2:30AM when Dani stumbles in, holding a pair of heels in her hands. She's alone, thankfully--no f*ckboy tonight. I'm sprawled out on the couch, wearing a pair of short shorts and a tank top with the bottle of vodka keeping me company.

"Whoa Yvette, didn't expect to see you up this late. And how much have you drank tonight?"

"I don't wanna talk about it Dani," I slur in response.

Dani kneels at the couch next to me, gently smoothing my hair and rubbing my head.

"You know you can tell me anything. Was it Dwayne?" Dwayne was my boyfriend. I haven't even told her yet that we broke up. It felt dishonest to be with him when my heart was somewhere else.

"We broke up," I half-explain.

"Listen, it's his loss. You are fantastic, gorgeous woman and you're going to find the right guy."

"I've already found the right person, and it's not a guy." The words come out quickly and without a filter, like metaphorical vomit spewing from my mouth. The silence is tense and heavy, until literal vomit raises in my throat and I run to the bathroom. Dani doesn't follow me, and after I puke what seems an endless amount of bile and brush my teeth, I head to my bedroom.

The enormity of my confession weighs on me when I wake up, not to mention a pounding headache. I know Dani's family is religious--what if she is not okay with bisexuality? What if she realizes that it was her that I meant, and she doesn't want to be my friend anymore? I can't lose her.

A knock interrupts my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I croak.

"Can I come in?" Dani's voice comes gently through my door.

"Yeah."

The door creaks open slowly and she walks in, sitting next to me on the bed. I pull my covers up, self-conscious of my thin pajamas.

"I'm sorry for what happened last night. I didn't really know what to say. it just kind of threw me for a loop. I thought I knew you, y'know, and this was something I never imagined."

"I get it. It surprised me too. I understand if this changes things. I guess you might not be comfortable sharing an apartment with me anymore, but I hope we can stay friends."

"No!" She says suddenly, and my heart breaks into a million pieces. The disappointment must be evident on my face because she quickly clarifies.

"Wait, I mean no, I'm not uncomfortable! Yes, we can still be friends." I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding, and grab her in a hug. I can't believe how right it feels holding her, the feel of her silky brown hair in my hands, the subtle scent of vanilla from her lotion, the soft curves of her body. Afraid of losing myself, I quickly pull away. Her face is down but I swear I see a tinge of pink on her cheeks.

"Soooooo...are you going to tell me about her? What's her name, where did you meet her, what is she like?"

"Ah...um...I would rather not talk about it honestly. I'm not sure she feels the same. But if things do become more, you will be the first to know. Now let me get a shower, I feel funky," I say with a chuckle, trying to change the subject.

"Oh good, I was afraid I was gonna have to pull you in there and wash you myself, stinky" Dani teased back as she walked out of the room. I grabbed a towel and headed to the bathroom, stripping once I closed the door. I gazed at myself in the mirror. Even hungover, I'm not a bad looking girl--about 5'4" with perky C cups and long blonde hair. I hop in the shower and my thoughts linger on Dani and how a simple hug could get me so turned on. Needing release, I pull the shower head down and aim it at my cl*t. The pressure from the water feels amazing and I imagine my lips on Dani's, my hands running across her body and claiming it as my own. I come with a sharp exhale, trying to keep quiet because the bathroom is not too far from Dani's room.

After finishing in the shower, I wrap the towel around me and walk to my room. I quickly get dressed and dry my hair. The apartment is empty and I assume Dani must have left to go to the store as she mentioned needing a few things. I notice her cell phone on the table and chuckle--she would forget her head if it weren't attached. Just as I turn away, it starts ringing. I ignore it, thinking whoever it is will leave a message. After it stops ringing, it dings repeatedly with text notifications. At this point I'm a little alarmed that there might be an emergency. While I typically wouldn't go into someone else's phone, Dani has shared her passcode with me and so I open it up just to make sure it's nothing serious. What catches me by surprise is that a picture of her and me is her phone's wallpaper. I shrug it off, though, as we are very close friends. I realize that the texts were from one of our mutual friends, Lee, about switching a shift at work. I lock the phone and set it down, not wanting to pry any more.

I'm scrolling through i********: on my phone when Dani walks in with bags in hand. I quickly hop up to help her and our hands touch. The feeling is electric and pulses outward through my body, leaving me vibrating. I shake it off and focus on putting away the groceries.

"Hey, you forgot your phone when you left, you goof. I think you missed a call so you might want to check it."

"Thanks, I'll look now."

Dani walks to her room, shutting the door behind her and I can hear a muffled voice of one side of the conversation. I think I hear my name and I get up to go check on her, but as I reach the door, her voice carries out.

"Look, I was going to tell her but she has feelings for someone else. How can I make things awkward like that when I know she doesn't feel the same? ... She told me herself. ... Well, no, she didn't say who. ... Okay, I'll think about it."

I can hear her walking towards the door so I quickly walk away and sit in the living room, not wanting to be caught eavesdropping. My mind is reeling with what I believe I heard. Could Dani have been talking about me? What if she feels the same way?

"Everything good?" I ask when she walks back in the room.

"Yeah, just Lee calling about switching shifts." She sits down next to me and vanilla wafts into my nose. I feel intoxicated by her presence and before I know it, words are falling out of my mouth.

"Listen Dani, we have to talk."

"Sure, what's up?"

"The person I was talking about last night and earlier was you. I love you. I know this might make things uncomfortable and I'm sorry but I just can't--" And I am suddenly cut off by soft lips on mine. The kiss starts gently, then grows with intensity. Her arms are around me and she nibbles at my bottom lip. I open my mouth slightly and our tongues dance. We break for a moment to breathe and the reality of what's happening hits me.

"That's not what I expected at all. Not complaining but wow!" I say.

"I got a little carried away, I guess. I just have felt something for you for a while now and when you said you found your person, my heart broke. But your confession today, was the best thing I could ask for." Dani is looking down at her hands.

"I never thought you would feel that way about me, so I've been pushing my feelings down and denying them but I couldn't anymore. I love you. You've been my best friend for a while but I want more than that. I want everything with you."

"Everything?" She replies with a smirk.

I lean in and kiss her again, this time my hands roaming her body. She doesn't have a bra on and I slide my hand up to cup her breast. Her n*****s are hard and she lets out a moan as I pinch one. I've never been with a woman before, so this is uncharted territory for me, but I try to pay attention to what she likes and how her body responds to my touch.

I pull her to my bedroom and lay her down, pulling off her shirt and pants.

"God Dani you are perfect."

She blushes and smiles. So many nights imagining this and here she is, in front of me, ready and waiting.

I climb over her, peppering kisses over her body. I want to take my time and enjoy this. I pause at where her shoulder and neck connect, and gently suck, using a little teeth as well. She quivers under me as my mouth moves downward, taking the time to appreciate each of her small breasts and the light pink n*****s which point out at me. I leave more love bites, marking her. The idea that she is mine, turns me on greatly. This beautiful woman is mine and I am going to claim her. As I continue to kiss downward, I reach her panties, which have a noticable wet spot. I quickly pull her panties down. She has a shaved p*ssy with cute lips glistening with juices. I almost feel myself start to drool and I dive in. Her moans of pleasure fuel me as I lick up her folds and reach her cl*t, circling it with my tongue and gently sucking. I slide in a finger and she gasps.

"You okay?" I ask, my inexperience making me nervous.

"Y-yes, keep going, please!"

I go back to kissing and licking, just tasting and exploring her as I finger f*ck her tight hole. I can hear her breath quicken and her hand touches my head.

"Just, just like that. I'm so close, f*ck!" I continue my oral assault on her until I hear her cry out my name. Her p*ssy clenches around my finger and I keep going as she rides out her wave of pleasure. Pulling out my finger, I lick it clean and wipe my face.

Her eyes are closed and she's panting heavily. I climb up and lay next to her.

"F*ck, Yvette, that was amazing."

"I've wanted to be with you like this for a long time. Hearing you say my name as you c*m, that was the sexiest thing I could imagine. But this is more than s*x to me and I hope it is for you too." I lay it all on the table.

"Yes, yes, yes! I want to be your girlfriend and I want to claim you as mine. But, if you are going to make me feel like you just did, you better be ready for s*x to be part of the equation too! Speaking of which, I think it's time I took care of you..."

Dani turned to me and kissed me hungrily, her hand sliding into my underwear and finding my wet slit. She rubbed my c**t as she kept kissing me. I was already so turned on that I was ready to c*m quickly.

"Yes, yes Dani!" I cried out as my orgasm swept over me.

"I love you."

"I love you too."