Behind Bars

self control

Alora's POV

No, this can't be happening again

why does it feel so good, his hands the way they touch me, his eyes the way they stare deep into my soul. fùck this is bad. I need to stop this. so do it. Alora push him away, slap him, punch him, do what ever just stop this now!

I can't

I need more

I need him

I deepen the kiss, forcing my tongue in his mouth. he didn't deny, a moan escape my lips, his manhood was pressed against my belly. he was fùcking rock hard

he moved his kisses down my neck nipping me as he goes along

"touch me" I whispered

I was so turned on I couldn't see up. my body rocked into him my hands fell at the bottom of his hair, his hands found my breasts squeezing them. his kisses didn't stop they woke up every inch of my body. he started getting lower and lower to the floor trailing his mouth down my body, his fingers Tickled up and down my legs. he was fulling kneeling on the ground, his hands gently ran up my thighs under my knee height skirt stopping at the waste bane of my panties. his eye met mine I chewed on my bottom lip feeling shy all of a sudden. I have never had a man do this before.

he hooked his two fingers into my panties pulling them down around my ankles, he guided my feet up to step free of them. he didn't toss them to the side, I watch as the shoved them into his pants pocket. his hand met my thighs again pushing my skirt up he dipped his head between my legs

"oh fùck" I Gasped

his hot wet tongue licked my centre my body jolted at his touch like it was coming back to life.

his growing was turning me on even more. he used his hands to hold me in place. this tongue licked and flicked in all the right places, this man knew what he was doing. it only took at few more seconds before I was cùmming. I had nothing to hold on to, to keep me from falling, only him, my fingers gripped his hair whist I rode out my climax.

he pulled his head out from my skirt and rised to his feet licking his lips.

"tasty" he said with a wild animal grin

my body was tired. I have never had that happen to me before. I Don't think I have the strength to be angry or Disgusted.

"You're mine now little mouse"

me moved towards the door stepping out leaving me there against the wall, I ran my shaky hands through my hair trying to gain some thoughts

did that just happen?

I don't know how long I was standing there. his last words were ringing in my head 'You're mine now'

what does that mean?

im starting to realise my body will betray my head whenever I'm around him. if anyone found out what just happened, I could lose my job. that can never happen again.

'Where's your self control, Alora?'

Thank God it was the end of the day, I tried not to leave my office too much as that fùcker stole my panties. walking around a male prison with no panties on proberly not the best idea.

Chevy and I walking out together like we always do I was feeling so exhausted from today.

when I arrived home Alex was sitting on my couch drinking beer and watching the footy with his feet on the table.

"Hey sis" he greeted me through the door shovelling chips in his mouth

"hey" I gave him a half smile

In the last few months i have notice a change in Alex, its hard to tell if hes coming out going, I love my brother, there isnt anything i wouldn't do for him, but sometimes he can be a big pain in my arse. I don't understand why he's crashing on my couch. He has a place of his own. something seems off. he doesn't normally do this kind of thing.

"Oh, come on!" he screamed at the TV.

"Alex, we need to talk." I huffed out

"In a minute," he threw more food in his mouth "NO we need to talk now"

" it's not that I don't like having you here, but what's going on? why are you crashing on my couch?"

"I miss hanging out with my little siss" he said

"that's crap, tell me the truth" I pushed not going to let this go

he sighed while turning off the TV.

"ok, I have this case and the guy I am after has made some threats towards me, that's all"

'thats all' why is he trying to play the cool? I let out a small breath feeling worried, I have never known my bother to be scared of threats. as a cop you get them all the time.

"This guy, how bad is he?" I asked

"bad, which is why I thought I'll hang low for a few days untill things calm down "

" have you told your boss" I asked

"Yeah, Sargent said to take a few days off,"

I nodded my head. It probably was a good idea for him to take some time off until things cooled down, but somthing was still bugging me like there's more to the story. a worrying feeling was sinking in my belly. Oh Alex what have you gotten your self into? I chose not to press him further.

I gave him a half smile telling him he can stay here as long as he wants

"Have you had dinner?" I asked

" Yeah, I'm all good," he said. "How was your day?"

the hot memory of Kyus flashed in my mind. I can't tell Alex about him. I can't tell anyone.

" Oh, you know, people talk, I listen," I replied

I made my way to the kitchen, making myself a small bite to eat peanut and jelly sandwich will do.

It was a Friday night, and all I want to do is curl up in bed and forget about this day. I said good night to Alex and closed myself in my room.

I wore my red silk pyjamas and my hair into a messy bun. I crawled into bed, ready to let sleep take over me. did it happen? no!

Kyus face kept appearing in my mind, I tossed and turned in my bed , why can't I get him out of my head? why did he have to do that today? I know it's not all in him. I didn't exactly stop him. why didn't I stop him? these questions were going over and over in my hair all night until my stupid brian finally gave in to exhaustion.