The transition from the grandeur of the palace to the grim reality of the barracks was like stepping into a different world. Gone were the polished floors and gilded walls of the council chambers, the oppressive magic that filled the air replaced by the raw tang of sweat, iron, and damp stone.
Serenya’s escort led her through narrow corridors that seemed to grow darker and colder with every step. Their heavy boots echoed against the stone floors, a sharp contrast to her hesitant, almost soundless steps. She pulled her cloak tighter around her shoulders, but it did little to shield her from the biting chill. The further they walked, the more Serenya’s stomach churned. The unknown lay ahead, and it loomed like a shadow she couldn’t escape.
The moment they stepped into the barracks courtyard, the sharp clang of steel on steel and the gruff shouts of soldiers in training filled the air. It was a cacophony of noise, harsh and relentless, and it made Serenya feel smaller with every passing second.
She paused just inside the gates, her gaze sweeping over the scene. The courtyard was a hive of activity. Soldiers—both male and female—moved with practiced precision as they sparred, lifted weights, and ran drills. Their muscles rippled beneath their tunics, and their expressions were hard, focused. These were people who had been molded by battle and hardship, their strength etched into every movement.
Compared to them, Serenya felt painfully insignificant. She tightened her grip on the strap of her pack, her palms damp with sweat.
How am I supposed to keep up with them?
Her gaze landed on a pair of female soldiers sparring near the center of the yard. They were tall, their lean frames a testament to years of rigorous training. One of them spun her halberd with fluid grace, the weapon cutting through the air with a sharp whistle before landing a resounding blow against her opponent’s shield. The other soldier stumbled but recovered quickly, her stance unwavering.
Serenya’s heart sank. She wasn’t tall or strong like them. Her arms were thin, her frame built for endurance rather than power. The women turned briefly to glance at her as if sensing her gaze, their expressions unreadable. Then they returned to their sparring, the moment forgotten. But seeing them stirred a faint glimmer of hope. If they could stand among these men and hold their own, maybe—just maybe—she could too.
“Eyes forward, lowborn,” one of her escorts grumbled, his voice tinged with impatience. He gestured for her to keep moving, his tone softer than before. “This isn’t the place to gawk.”
They led her further into the courtyard, where she caught snippets of conversations and rough laughter. Some of the male soldiers paused their activities to watch her pass, their expressions ranging from pity to amusement. A tall, broad-shouldered man leaned against a post, his cruel smirk cutting through her like a blade. He said nothing, but the look in his eyes spoke volumes:
You won’t last.
Others weren’t much better. A group of younger soldiers paused their sparring to exchange glances, one of them shaking his head as if her presence was nothing more than a nuisance. The pity in their eyes stung almost as much as the smirks. She would have preferred open scorn to their quiet dismissal.
“Don’t pay them any mind,” one of her escorts muttered under his breath as they approached a set of heavy wooden doors. He was older, his weathered face lined with years of experience. “Most of them were pups once, too, thinking they’d never make it. Some didn’t.” He glanced at her, his gray eyes piercing. “But you might.”
“Might?” Serenya asked, her voice trembling before she could stop it.
The corner of the man’s mouth twitched, not quite a smile. “Depends on how much grit you’ve got. This place doesn’t care where you come from, only how far you’re willing to go.”
The second escort, a younger man with a rough edge to his voice, added, “Keep your head down. Don’t talk back to the trainers. And for the gods’ sake, don’t show weakness. The barracks are cruel to the softhearted.”
They stopped at the doors, and the older man turned to face her fully. His expression softened, though his tone remained gruff. “One last thing—don’t let them break you. They’ll try. Every damned day, they’ll try. If you want to survive here, you’ve got to decide now that nothing they do will crack you.”
Serenya nodded, though her stomach was a tight knot. The weight of their words settled heavily on her shoulders. She wanted to tell them she was ready, that she could take whatever the barracks threw at her. But deep down, she wasn’t sure. She wasn’t sure of anything anymore.
The older man gave her a long, searching look before pushing open the doors. The smell hit her first—sweat, damp straw, and the faint metallic tang of blood. The barracks were dimly lit, rows of wooden bunks crammed into the space like a soldier’s graveyard. Trunks sat at the foot of each bed, battered and scratched from years of use.
“This is where you’ll sleep,” the younger man said, motioning to an empty bunk near the back. “Training starts at dawn. You’ll find out soon enough if you belong here.”
Serenya stepped into the room, her footsteps hesitant. The weight of the stares followed her, even as her escorts turned and left without another word. Some of the soldiers inside glanced her way, their expressions varying from disinterest to quiet curiosity. A few sneered, and one or two muttered something under their breath.
She set her pack down on the bunk and sat carefully, the wooden frame creaking beneath her slight weight. For a moment, she allowed herself to breathe, to take in her surroundings. The room was far from welcoming, but it was better than the cell she had spent the night in.
Her thoughts drifted back to the courtyard, to the towering soldiers and their sharp, appraising stares. She didn’t belong here—at least, not yet. But as she glanced around the barracks, her gaze lingering on the battered trunks and the worn floors, she realized something.
This place wasn’t just where soldiers lived. It was where they were forged.
And if she wanted to survive, she would have to let it forge her too