The next day dawned gray and chilly over the cornfields surrounding Willow Creek, Ohio. Jane woke up in her small, almost collapsing apartment with the same heavy feeling in her chest that had followed her through the night. The new clothes, shoes, bag, and the thick envelope of cash from Madam Cynthia still sat neatly arranged on the old wooden table. She had barely slept, her mind torn between the sweet promises of money and the dark horror that waited if she accepted the offer. But life did not stop for dilemmas. Rent was due soon, and her stomach was already growling from the little she had eaten the day before. She needed to work. She needed her daily bread.
Jane pushed herself up from the thin mattress. Her body ached from the fall at the well yesterday — her palms still stung from the scrapes, and her knees felt tender under the new bandages she had made from an old cloth. She looked at the new items Madam Cynthia had bought for her. The soft blue blouse and comfortable jeans looked so clean and nice compared to her usual worn-out clothes. Part of her wanted to wear them, to feel a little better about herself. But she knew better. These were for a different life, one she had not yet decided to step into. She folded them carefully and put on her old, faded shirt and patched pants. Her shoes with the holes went on her feet. She picked up her old canvas bag with the scrub brush, bleach, and spare shirt inside. Today, she would do what she always did — go from house to house looking for work to earn enough for food and maybe a little toward the rent.
She stepped out into the quiet morning streets of Willow Creek. The town was waking up slowly. A few cars passed by, and some neighbors nodded at her without stopping to talk. Jane kept her head down, her steps measured. She felt exhausted already, even though the day had just begun. Last night’s tears and worries had drained her. She had not eaten anything since the muffin at the coffee shop with Madam Cynthia. Her stomach twisted with hunger, but she pushed the feeling aside. There was no time to waste on breakfast when she needed to earn money first.
Her first stop was Mrs. Abernathy’s big house on Maple Street. Jane let herself in with the hidden key under the third flowerpot, just like always. She swept the wide pine floors, moving the broom back and forth with tired arms. Dust rose in the air, making her cough softly. She dusted the family photos on the shelves, staring for a moment at the smiling faces of children and parents who seemed to have everything. Then she moved to the kitchen and cooked a simple pot roast in the slow cooker, chopping vegetables and seasoning the meat with steady hands even though her mind wandered. Mrs. Abernathy came down briefly, paid her the usual forty dollars in cash, and said very little. Jane slipped the money into the small pouch pinned inside her bra and thanked her quietly before leaving.
The work had taken longer than usual because her body felt so weak. Her back hurt from bending, and her scraped hands throbbed when she gripped the broom. Still, she moved on to the next house. The Jensens’ ranch-style home on the edge of town waited for her. There, she mopped the muddy kitchen floor, the smell of dirt and cleaning solution filling her nose. She made grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup for the noisy children, stirring the pot while her empty stomach growled louder. Folding piles of laundry came next — soft clothes that smelled of fabric softener and family life. Mr. Jensen paid her another thirty dollars when she finished. By the time she left, her legs felt like lead, and her head spun a little from lack of food.
Jane walked slowly along the sidewalk, heading toward her last client of the day, Miss Lowry’s old brick Victorian on Elm Street. The sun was higher now, but the April air still carried a chill. She thought about the money in her pouch — seventy dollars total so far. It was enough for some rice, beans, and maybe bread for the next few days. But it was never enough to fix her leaking roof or buy real rest. Her mind drifted back to Madam Cynthia’s words at the coffee shop, the way she had sugar-coated the dog business as simple private shows with gentle animals. The horror behind it — having s*x with dogs for videos sold to investors through the Dog Men cartel — made Jane’s skin crawl. Yet the cash and new clothes had shown her a glimpse of a life without this constant struggle. No more hunger like this. No more exhaustion that made every step feel impossible.