Valerie's POV The house was finally quiet and I was just standing there in the kitchen doing nothing really. Just leaning against the counter with my arms crossed, staring at all these party catalogs spread out on the table. There were so many. They were all perfectly and neatly arranged as well. I felt tears gather up in my eyes as i stared at them. It was no tears of pain but one of joy and happiness. I stared at the Pink streamers, i smiled. It was just perfect, the way i wanted it to be and the blue balloons as well complemented the decorations, i had presented cakes with those cartoon characters the kids loved. Everything looked so happy and perfect in the pictures. I reached for my coffee but it was empty. Cold too. Should've made a fresh cup but I didn't feel like it. I just p

