Chapter 11

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Dean’s POV  The moment my lips touched her skin, I was lost in her. The warmth of her body beneath me, the way her breath hitched as I kissed my way down her jaw—every tiny reaction was mine to savor. I lingered at the hollow of her throat, drinking in the soft sounds she made, before moving lower to taste the swell of her breasts. Her hands twitched, fingers slipping toward where she ached the most, but I couldn’t allow that. Not yet. A low growl rumbled in my chest, and she stilled, her gaze burning into me. “Mine.” The possessive words thundered through my lips, sharp and undeniable. I didn’t rush. I mapped every inch of her with my mouth, kissing, licking, biting just hard enough to make her whimper. Her skin was sweet, addictive, and when I finally reached the heat between her thighs, I couldn’t resist teasing her just a little longer. My teeth grazed the soft skin of her inner thighs, and she arched beneath me. “Dean.” Her voice was a warning, laced with desperation. I smirked against her skin before giving in. The second my tongue slid into her, her fingers twisted in my hair, holding me close as if I’d ever dreamt of pulling away. She tasted perfect—sweet, heady, mine—and I devoured her with slow, deliberate strokes. I knew exactly how to make her unravel, and when I sealed my lips around her c**t, sucking while flicking my tongue, she shattered. Her moans—my name on her lips—was my reward. I didn’t let up, drawing out another orgasm, then another, until her thighs trembled around my head. Only then did I ease back, pressing kisses along her stomach as I moved up her body. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, her flushed skin gleaming in the dim light. When I reached her breast, I took the peak into my mouth, sucking just hard enough to make her gasp before releasing it with a soft pop. Her groan sent a fresh wave of heat through me. “Little Star,” I murmured against her skin, my voice rough with want. “Ever since I found this place, I’ve wanted to bring you here and make love to you.” It was the truth. This spot is hidden and quiet, so it has been in my mind since the moment I discovered it. Just like she was always in my thoughts. She lived in the quiet corners of my mind long before I knew her name. And now—she lived in the center of my mind. I captured her bottom lip between my teeth, sucking gently as I finally, finally eased inside her. The tight, welcoming heat of her core made us both groan, our mouths fusing together in a slow, deep kiss. She wrapped her legs around my hips, pulling me closer as I moved with deliberate, aching slowness. Every thrust was a promise, every breathless moan from her lips a plea for more. The stone walls echoed with the sound of our lovemaking, paired with the soft rhythm of water lapping against the edges of the spring. Steam curled around our bodies, rising in lazy tendrils, blurring the line between skin and air. We moved slowly, lost in one another as the world beyond faded away. When she came undone once more, I shifted us, guiding her atop me. She kept the rhythm unhurried, tender, until we both found our bliss, murmuring each other’s names between breaths. As she sank against me, trembling and spent, I pulled her close, brushing my lips against her damp forehead. Wrapped in each other, with tangled limbs, our hearts still pulsed in sync. Her fingers traced lazy circles on my chest, her breath warm against my neck. I held her tighter—not because I feared she’d leave, but because I finally believed she wouldn’t. I’d named her Little Star before I knew how much light she’d bring. Now, in this hidden place where no one else could reach us, she burned brighter than anything I’d ever known. Outside, the world could wait. In here, we were just two souls wrapped in warmth, water, and each other. “Why do you call me your Little Star,” Max asked with a whisper. As if she didn’t want to disturb the peaceful moment. “Other than our time in Mexico, I haven’t gone through what my brothers have. I’ve lived a pretty sheltered life. After Mexico, there was a darkness I couldn’t escape, and it’s continued to haunt me.” I began, raw and honest. Max looked at me with love and understanding. “Have you talked to the others about it?” “No, how can I? Compared to them, what I went through is insignificant. I need to be there for them. The positive light in their life. The strong one for them to come to and be able to help them through their struggles.” “Don’t ever downplay your struggles.” Max said, “You can’t compare your struggles to theirs. Yes, they may have gone through some s**t, but so have you. Just because they went through more doesn’t diminish yours,” Max explained. I get what she’s saying—but how can I be their rock when I’m struggling too? “I know what you’re thinking,” she said, sitting up and grabbed my hand, holding it firmly in hers. Her thumb moved in slow circles over my knuckles, grounding me in the present. That simple touch—so gentle, so deliberate—felt like a lifeline. “There isn’t a single person who hasn’t gone through struggles. Sometimes they just look different, but that doesn’t mean they aren’t struggling. And just because you are struggling now doesn’t mean you can’t help your brothers when they need it. Your relationship isn’t one sided. You can’t be the only rock, or you will break under the weight of it all. Let them be your rock just as much as you are theirs.” “Max, do you see, now, why I call you my Little Star?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. She looked at me, eyes wide and waiting, her hand still wrapped around mine like an anchor. My chest tightened, the words clawed their way up from a place I’d buried them long ago. The air felt heavier, like the room itself was holding its breath. “You saw my darkness and didn’t try to fix me—you helped me accept it and rise above it, so I wasn’t drowning in it. In Mexico… they broke something in me,” I began, the words scraping their way out. “Not just my body. They shattered a part of my soul I didn’t even know could crack. I came back, but I wasn’t whole. I’ve been carrying that darkness ever since. It’s quiet most days, but it’s always there. Like a shadow that never leaves.” Max’s grip tightened, but she didn’t speak. She just listened. “I thought I had to be the strong one. The rock. The one my brothers could lean on. I buried my pain so deeply I forgot what it felt like to breathe without it. I convinced myself that my suffering didn’t matter because theirs was worse. That I had to be okay—for them.” I paused, swallowing the lump in my throat. “But then you came into my life. And you didn’t ask me to be okay. You didn’t expect me to be perfect or unbreakable. You saw the cracks and accepted me anyways. You are my guiding light. A gentle, steady light. And for the first time in years, I felt warmth again.” Max’s eyes shimmered, tears threatening to spill. “You’re my Little Star because you shine in my darkest places. You remind me I don’t have to carry everything alone. That being strong doesn’t mean being silent. With you, I don’t have to be the rock all the time. I can rest. I can breathe. I can be me.” I exhaled, the weight lifting as I said it aloud. “You gave me purpose again, Max. Not just to survive—but to live. To feel. To hope. You didn’t just light up my world… you saved it.” Max didn’t speak right away. She just looked at me, her eyes full of something deeper than words—something that felt like home. Then she leaned in, resting her forehead gently against mine. “I didn’t know all of that,” she whispered. “But I felt it. Every time you smiled like nothing was wrong, I saw the weight behind your eyes. And I wanted so badly to reach it, to hold it with you.” Her thumb brushed over my knuckles, slow and deliberate. “You don’t have to be the rock anymore, Dean. Not with me. You’ve carried so much for so long, and I know it’s worn you down. But you’re not alone now. I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.” She pulled back just enough to meet my gaze. “You call me your Little Star… but you’re the one who gave me a sky to shine in. You gave me a place to belong. And if I can be the light that helps you find your way back, even just a little… then I’ll shine as bright as I can, for as long as you need.” I felt something shift inside me. Not break—just release. Like a door opening after years of being locked. “I love you, Dean,” she said, voice steady. “You are the best out of all of us, and I’ll keep loving every piece of you, even the ones you think are too dark to show.” Max smiled at me. “I’m your Little Star,” she said softly, her voice like a hush in the dark. “But you’re my Moon.” My brow furrowed, a flicker of surprise in my eyes. “Your Moon?” She nodded, her gaze steady. “You shine in ways you don’t even realize. Not loud. Not burning. Just… there. Constant. Quiet. You’re the light I look for when everything feels dark.” Her voice trembled, but she didn’t stop. “But it’s more than that. You’re my gravity too. You hold me steady when I feel like I’m drifting. You don’t just light up my sky—you keep me from floating away.” She didn’t just see me. She named me. And for the first time in years, I felt known. My breath caught, emotion rising behind his eyes. “You’ve been through so much, and you still manage to be the one I lean on. You ground me, Dean. You make me feel safe. Like no matter how far I wander, I’ll always find my way back to you.” She leaned in, resting her forehead against his. “You’re my Moon. My light. My gravity. And I love you for every quiet way you hold me together.” She brushed a tender kiss to my lips, then rested her head on my shoulder. Her breath warmed my collarbone as she settled against me, and I swear I could feel the rhythm of her heart syncing with mine. When she finally melted into sleep against my chest, I held her tighter, knowing without a doubt that this was exactly who I belonged to.
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