Lost love

High school sweethearts

]17 year old John McLean was the most popular student at Mount camel high school West Virginia,he was a senior and the captain of the school’s basketball team and class valedictorian and the most Good looking in his set,he might have had the best looks but Trent Rudolph the British transfer student from Spain was definitely a close second ,yet McLean was the most introverted person at the school,he had his teammates and few class mate he interacted with daily but other than that he was pretty much always by him self, Jill always thought that was his super power the mystery attached to his name made even one at school interested him and the more the rumors kept on going round and coming in the more popular he got…

The rumors,gosh they were soo many rumors going round about him at the time Jill transferred to Mount camel,she was a sophomore in a new town and one of the students on scholarship at the school. Papa had just moved them to West Virginia and she was lucky enough to have gotten a scholarship it made Mama Jill so proud she thought.

:]She knew very few people at the school but McLean was definitely one of the few,she didn’t know him personally of course but she had heard so many rumors about him one would think that they grew up together. Jill wasn’t attracted to him in anyway at least not then she wasn’t ,but just like the rest of the school she was intrigued by his existence and really to know who he was and what he was about, was he really an orphan living with his Forster parents or the man who dropped him off regularly was really his biological father,was his father or Forster father really a mad scientist or was he just a regular pharmacist who had to work very late and made a lot of money?

John was just it.John was everything

She remembered how she felt the first time he had spoken to her at church,thanks to papa who always insisted they attend Sunday service and that she sat at the youth and children’s section she had the golden opportunity to sit right next to McLean it was like a miracle,Jill remembered thinking God was blessing for always making an effort to always pray before and after her meals without anyone’s reminder,now that sounds so silly but in that moment it made a lot of sense and she vowed never to eat without praying,little did she know she would actually keep to that vow,

‘Jilly,ji-ly perkins ?”that’s your name right???Mclean said with a big smile on his face,Jill as always had to struggle a little with her words for some reason they just refused to come out ,well there was a pretty good reason for this one. McLean was talking to her, he knew her name,not exactly but he knew her surname that’s something isn’t it ?,it counts,yes it does, she was so excited she felt so special,she knew he could tell her eyes were glowing and there was a huge smile her face,snapping back to reality and forcing the words out she finally said. ” it’s Jill,Jill Perkins, but jilly is fine,call me jilly she said with a smile still plastered on her face.

John stretched out his hand and she grabbed it ,she held on to those soft but firm hands it was a perfect grip and continued to shake it,thinking about it now,that must have been very embarrassing but John never said it was,he might have thought it was but he never said anything.she held on those hand until she could see the grin on his face beginning to wear off. He shouldn’t think she was some freak she thought,only if she knew that there wasn’t one thing about her that he wouldn’t like.

“You worship here,how come I have never bumped into you before?”she Finally had the courage to say,one could hear her heart beating from a mile away

“My grandma goes here,I wanted to spend the day with her and this is usually where she spends her Sunday’s” ,McLean spoke so calmly and so genuinely,she could feel his sincerity, not that she was looking for it,not exactly sure what it’s supposed to be as well but she could feel it and in that moment she knew he was hers and she would be his forever.

Things just seemed to kick off smoothly for them,Jill never really remembered how they become a thing or an item as the kids in her school usually referred to them as,they just always attended Sunday’s service and spent the rest of the afternoon at John’s grandparents house and Nana as John and the McLean’s called his grandmother always made freshly baked cookies on Sunday’s,Jill always said they were the best she ever had and she was right.

They also spent a lot of time in the library,since the Schools library wasn’t as equipped as it ought to be, John and Jill walked 4 miles every Saturday morning to use the public library.she had her first kiss there,she remembered how nervous she had felt moments before it,the moment he began to lean in,but the moment this soft juicy lips touched hers,she was completely transfigured,she heart rate immediately increased by a mili second,if her mouth wasn’t locked with his,she could have stooped breathing,the butterflies in her belle had instantly tripled and in that moment she knew he had her heart and she wanted that kiss to last forever.Jill knew her lips wasn’t the only place she wanted him to place his lips,she wanted him to taste every part of her body,she wanted to feel his breath all over her.

Jill made her long to feel things she never knew existed,he knew that,he knew he had her wrapped round his fingers,that didn’t scare her she was in love.she had never felt this was before as she didn’t want to feel normal anymore