TanzieI’m pissing him off; I know I am. But I feel like this is an act he puts on, this asshole you-need-to-respect-me bullshit. Fact is, I’d rather give two hundred public blowjobs than go back and marry Kit. I don’t need Grisham to know that, but that’s how I feel. Mostly. I’m still kind of mortified about having to do that in front of my dad’s guys. I’m also weirded out about how much I liked it. But if I really want to keep it simple, I felt really stifled in my dad’s overprotective world. I wanted to get out, and Spree offered me the opportunity to do just that. So the more Grisham does to keep me out of Kit’s hands, the better. I’m sure that makes me sound nuts, but there you have it. I stand up and wander around the table to where Grisham sits. He’s still in his club colors, still

