Sunday, August 13th, 2023 I wake in a sweat, turn over and cuddle into Daniel’s arms, resting my head on his chest, I listen to the steady beat of his heart. He was still sound asleep, tired from the trip. We had been so tired out by the time we got back from Halifax that we went straight to bed and fell asleep. I slip my arm around his stomach and snuggle in under his arm. I breathe in and out slowly and close my eyes. Just being here was really nice and peaceful, no bad thoughts or horrible people. I jump up out of the bed and run to the bathroom, feeling the erg to puke. I run inside and lean over the toilet, puking into the toilet bowl. Daniel runs into the bathroom after me and walks over to me, placing his hand on my back. “It’s okay love. I got you,” he says as he gently rubs m

