Raizel I can’t believe she actually forgave me, I cannot explain the rush I felt in my soul when she smiled at me and before it, I was powerless to the extent of sharing my deepest agony with her. What is she doing to me? Why am I so different from her? How can I tell her what I have never told anyone? Why can’t I reign myself in her presence? I thought, coming to my cabin, putting my hand on my racing chest. “You did it. You did it.” I praised myself to gather enough courage to put things between us on a right track, emitting shallow breaths to regain my senses. My lips curled upward, staring at my shaky hands which were trying hard to control them but shaking my head, I sighed and went back to work, pretending nothing happened while my heart was beating abnormally from inside, steal

