Raizel
My night passed in raze, replacing my frights with tension and agony of having the label of a murder for an unknown cause. Angry at myself when losing the destination of my own home. There’s no forgiveness of my deed but why did I do this in the first place? How could I do this? What made me a monster? How..? Why…?
After returning exhausted from my own feelings, I fell on my knees, not lifting my head anymore from the grief overwhelming my heart and I cannot run away from this anymore.
Please someone pray for me. I am losing my own identity, my very existence. With clenched jaws, I rest my head on the bed, punching the sheets. “f**k!” I yelled, breathing heavily, my heart was paining badly, I was lost in the depth of abysmal concerns but- I have lost… I am crushed from my feeling
