The dark side.

Back home

We were still sitting on the ground. My head was pounding. But I remember it all now. Faces still keept poping up. Most of them happy and smiling, but some had blank eyes, dead. Pain whent thru my hole body. I wasnt enoff, I could not help them al. I let out a howl, greaf dripping of it and the world whent I bit darker.

* It will be fine Arwan, this time we have a better plan.

* I cant do it again...it hurts so mutch. The pain is to mutch for me to carry.

* This time you wont be alone, this time we will have an army.

The pain simerd down.

* That why you whant all the rogues?

* Part of it. But we are supose to help the lost home. I cant think of someone more lost than rogues.

* Its a bit unfair to make them join our army Morrigan just becouse they are rouges.

* They dont all have to fight. We are going to build our own pack. We need all the hands we can find.

It made sence. All the difrent lives we have had, we had lost so many. So many good People. Amber eyes popt in to my head. Always the same eyes, but the face changed.

* We need to find him Morrigan! I cant lose him again, we are always to late!

* We will...I promise.

....My mate...my life. In al our lives we only had little time together sometimes we did not even get to se him. Our last one we where to late. Memorys of him in our arm coverd with blood. It was to mutch. Tears started falling down my face.

* Stay strong Arwan. Trust me.

There was the trust card again. I took a deep breath and gatherd myself. Just in time to hear some one coming our way. I took in another breath..smelling the air. I know that smell. Mr magic man pop up frome behind the bushes.

- There you are. Alfa Mel said you whanted me to join you..?

I got up and walked up to him.

- Yes. Youre place is by my side now Mr magic man. We will do Great things together.

He arced up his eyebrow. He looked calm and not worried at al.

- I see..well i guess we ned to get going then?

I was a bit suprised. Was he just going to come along this easy? To just trust us that fast?

- No family or friends you will miss?

- ..well...

Just then I heard a snapp. My eyes turned red and I was ready to rip some heads of.

- Calm down Arwan. Its just my brother. I cant leave him here by himself. Were i go, he goes.

Out of no where the mountain pop up to. He had a litle smile on his face as he walked up to us. Was he magic to?

* What do you think Morrigan?

She was quiet for a time but then said.

* Let him come to.

I walked around the mountain eyeing him up and down.

- Can you keep up with me? Mountains normally dont move fast.

His smile widen , showing of his teeth.

- Of course...but I might not look like you think I will look like.

I gave him a sniff. I knew that smell. But it had been a long time. I was really exited. I didnt show him enything in my face.

- Suprise me mountain.

He looked over at the magic man whom nodded and gave him a smile. Ohh yeah he said brothers..is he one as well? Morrigan answerd me with a litle purr.

* Yes..he is.

The mountain started removing his clothes and as he got to his underwear he gave me a litle smirk.

- You might whant to turn around now.

Me still being naked myself stared laughing.

- I showe you mine now you showe me youres.

His face got red and he laughed.

- Well ok then!

The last bit of clothing was removed and he started shifting. His bones grew longer and he got even biger. Dark Brown, almost black fur al over him.

After he was done he stood there waiting for a reaktion. I walked around him. My hand on his fur. He was reall soft and warm. Stopping infront of him i grabbed his ears and to everyones suprise said.

- Whooosss a good teddybear! whoos a good teddy bear??? you are! Yes you are!

My voice going up a couple of tones. Mr magic man started laughing so mutch he was crying. The mountain did not move he looked like he had seen a ghost.

- You knew what we are?

- Of course I do. I havnt seen a werebear in about 200 years thou. I thougt you were all dead. I did not reakt befor becouse i did not have all of my memorys. Got them back now.

I gave them a big smile. Mr magic man walked up to me.

- I knew you were special Miss Arwan.

- Yeah yeah get youre clothes of to mr magic man its time to go to our new home. We got work to do..a lot if work...

I said that last part in a whisper. It had been hard before. This time sure Morrigan had a plan whit more help for us. But that meant more risks. More People to lose. I needed to make myself hard again. Not to care so mutch. Like I was before i got my memorys back.

* No Arwan, we are meant to care. Thats why we do this.

* No Morrigan, not this time around. You can do the caring part. If we dont make it this time around, I am done.

*...ok Arwan.

I shifted and looked over at the bears. Gave them a nod and took of, time to go home.