1 Week

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Day 1 I have to find out something about my mother who has been hiding something from me. Because she always calls me Bora when we are at home but when we are outside she calls me ChaeWon well there is nothing to doubt but this notebook tells me many different stories. So here I am sitting in my room reading these notebooks she left. "She likes to write more than reading. The girl notebook HI, I'M KIM BORA BUT AN OUTSIDER ONLY KNOWS ME AS KIM CHAEWON BECAUSE MY MOTHER DOESN'T WANT ANYONE TO KNOW WHAT IS MY REAL NAME. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I'M SURE SHE HAS A REASON SO I WILL NOT ' HER. AND WAIT FOR THE RIGHT TIME FOR HER TO OPEN UP WITH HER KEEP IN HER, I WILL REALLY REALLY WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME AND SHE WILL TELL ME EVERYTHING. I AM SO HAPPY THAT I FINALLY CAN GO TO SCHOOL AFTER MOVING BACK HERE TO KOREA THE AIR HERE IS DIFFERENT BUT IT WILL BE FINE AFTER A FEW WEEKS. IN SCHOOL EVERYONE HERE IS SO KIND TO ME AND I MEET MY OLD FRIENDS TOO. HEESEUNG, JAKE, SUNOO AND JUNGWON TOO. HEESEUNG IS KIND AS ALWAYS- And I all read is full Heeseung that and this and wow and *BINGO* this is the page I was looking for. I AM HAPPY FOR HEESEUNG AND MY BEST FRIEND (HER NAME)BUT I WISH HE KNEW THAT I'M INNOCENT TOO. I NEVER BULLIED HER AND NEVER TREATED HER LIKE A NON-HUMAN BEING. I WONDER WHY SHE LIED TO HIM, IT IS NOT LIKE I WOULD TAKE HIM AWAY FROM HER. ALL I DID WAS HELP HER AND LOVE HER LIKE MY OWN FAMILY BUT ALL SHE DID WAS KEEP SLABS ON MY BACK. TODAY WAS TOO MUCH I DON'T THINK I CAN GO ON LIKE THIS FOR THE WORLD PEACE I WILL GO. LATELY, I HAVE BEEN THINKING I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME AROUND THEM. I HAVE WRITTEN DOWN SOME LETTERS FOR THEM AND HOPE THEY WILL GET THEM WHEN I DISAPPEAR. And that's all... Nope, there are so many of them in my hand I think I can't finish reading them all. Wait maybe if I read forth then maybe I will be able to find the answer. After 4 Hour I finished reading all of them and I can feel that she was not a fool but pretended to be one to stay safe from harm and she knew she would no longer be able to continue to live like that. But why did she die and I come back to life and why she had to play safe when she was already strong? She must have a reason... For example, Heeseung and everyone changed because of this girl, ChaeWon is a smart girl but she is very sensitive when it comes to her friends she never dares to hurt who is close to her, and that's the reason why she gets bullied by her close friend{Lee Heeseung}. But this girl made sure ChaeWon would look bad in front of her beloved friends, after all, she was an actress with evil skill before, which no one knew because she put a heavy make-up where no one could say that she was the one for him, lol. And so I told her (Mother) that I need 1 week's day off from school to get used to it since I don't remember about my past and now it's time for me to adjust to this present life. While she was in her thoughts, her mother was calmly looking at her with a lot of worry in her mind. "After ChaeWon wakes up... She changed a lot... I hope it is for the best that she will not remember her painful past. But I will not let that happen to my child and I will give her a new life where she doesn't need to feel weak and can fight for her protection" the next morning day 2 ChaeWon's mother told me to go out with her somewhere so I went along with her but she took me somewhere to an abandoned house that no have used for so long but inside it is clean and not bad looking as well. ChaeWon: "Mother... " I didn't understand why she bought me here. And I don't know what was she thinking about bringing me here for. Mother: "Yes?" Just one simple word she said and held my hand. ChaeWon: "Are- Are you planning to abandon me and leave me here or..." I couldn't look right at her because I was worried... but nothing happened and she was holding my hand tight... Maybe this body remembers little habit of not being able to talk her mother back further. Mother:" ChaeWon." She looked at ChaeWon with a serious expression slowly letting go of my hand. ChaeWon: "Yes." I Still didn't dare to look up at her. Mother: "I didn't bring you here to abandon you here or want your memory loss to come back but I brought you here... Because it's time you know the truth that I've been hiding from you and I want you to be mentally strong about this and this is a good age to start your journey." Flashback ON THE NOTEBOOK I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I'm SURE SHE HAS A REASON SO I WILL NOT pressure HER. AND WAIT FOR THE RIGHT TIME FOR HER TO OPEN UP WITH HER KEEP IN HER, I WILL REALLY REALLY WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME AND SHE WILL TELL ME EVERYTHING. END of flashback ChaeWon:" Yes?" I wonder what she is about to tell me. Mother:" I think it's a good thing you lost your memory because your looks and behavior are different than before." She looked at me with a smile. ChaeWon: " But I don't know what you mean, mother." I don't know why but it feels like she shows right through me... Mother: " I know my child more than anyone knows but you will always be my baby who I hold in my arms for the first time you come in my life. That's why I wanted to send you to school, see you grow without any worry about who you are, so I can protect you from harm. But I think he was right, you will someday follow his footsteps like your great-grandmother." After she mumbled that last word, she smiled and turned around to signal her hand around and everyone came out. ChaeWon: " Mother... Who are they?" I looked at them, they didn't look too scary or dangerous to me but they still coming out. Too many of them standing and looking in Mother's direction... And I just don't get this woman. Man 1: " I see! You are not scared of us, little girl. HAHA! You are just like him who has no fear" ChaeWon: " Mum, what is the meaning and what are these nonsense people doing here and why did you bring me here? I'm coming with you because I wanted to spend some time with you but... Like you said you will tell me what you have been hiding, so I will listen to what you are about to say" I was waiting and they closed the door and Mother turned around toward me. Mother:" From now on, they will train you and make you strong because this time I can't see you being wronged by them and constantly bullied without reason. I want you to be strong BoRa~ So if they dare to point their fingers at you, if they do you can cut their fingers." How scary... mother (* _ *)... ChaeWon:" Are you sure about this, Mother!?" I was quite surprised to hear this from her mother But train me to fight is that ok... Mother: "Pls-" She wanted to say but I just play alone. ChaeWon: "Thanks for your support Mother, I will not disappoint you and be stronger than my bully!!!" I was happy around her and hugged her. Mother also hugged me back and that's how I got to know myself more after training and getting stronger not just physically but mentally. Few Long hours Bullish.t. I'm exhausted like trash because they have been tossing me around like I am a ball. At this rate, they will kill me if I keep training nonstop. Day 6 ChaeWon: "I only got one day left and I'm exhausted from that training already." I got off My lovely bed and went down to hear this ChaeWon's mother was not alone by herself but I could see a similar-looking guy who was back facing my direction where I was standing. Mother recognizes ChaeWon's entrance into the living room and waves at ChaeWon to come toward to join them then the guy notices and turns around and he says his first word " YOU!! " Mother: " Oh, I didn't know you two knew each other, Riki-Kun?" She looked a little cool with it. Riki: "No!!!" Pointing his finger at her. ChaeWon: "Yes."I said the same with him but our answer was the opposite and I didn't hesitate to tell her honestly. He looked at her with the chill feeling she was giving him, just remembering what happened a few days ago made him hate her more. Mother: "I don't know what happened between the two of you but she is my little girl-" Riki:" NO WAY!!? THE GIRL I AM ABOUT TO SPEND MY LIFE FOREVER IS HER-" "Ow~" He got hit on the back of his head by ChaeWon. Riki: "She got even stronger than before, please don't punch my face because I'm hand-" Before he could finish she made sure to make him a beautiful panda. Mother:" Wow, I can see you two are getting along with each other so fast." She keeps clapping her hand showing it's not her responsibility to stop her child and help him anyway. Riki:" How can you see this way of getting along and do nothing to help me? this is unfair to me, mother-in-law. And you..." ChaeWon gave him a scary stare, and all his awful feelings flew away, he couldn't fight with this girl but at the same time, he was amazed by her fast learning talent skills. He almost could see his future of being killed by this girl's hand. Without thinking straight he forwardly said to her mother Riki: "Mother-in-law, I will marry her but in-" But unfortunately, He has been stopped by ChaeWon. ChaeWon: "Did I even agree on this sh.t. Look at me, do you think I have a tiny bit of interest in you, No way... right. So leave before I change my mind and kill you Right here." I already know this matter and I can't believe I had to join in this marriage plan. Riki: "I am not leaving this house because I am afraid of death. But I will give you a few days to think about this again before rejecting me." After that, he was about to walk away with pain on his face. ChaeWon: "Sure, I will think about it." He didn't expect to hear that agreement from her quickly but he felt satisfied and put on his sweet panda smile to ChaeWon and left. Her mother on the other hand was already gone to her room. And ChaeWon didn't know what to think about it anymore because she felt a mess in her head, This girl's mother has been throwing some heavy responsibility on her but somehow she was able to handle it like a professional but she is still too young to do this all. She has potential and is mentally strong unlike her who got killed by her close friend... Just to make another outsider happy who is not even her real family member or friend. In these few days, ChaeWon learned so many things thanks to her mother and her mother's old friends. And so Tomorrow she can go to school without any fear in front of Lee Heeseung's g**g even tho she didn't do anything to him. But she still has to be careful not to tell anyone who is she and about that girl who made her villain in front of her childhood, hee heeseung get ready to get kicked by me! I will take revenge on her like slow poison. Time flies so fast that I feel like staying at home and doing nothing but my mother will not agree to keep me here that long because... Before this girl was living all alone by herself and her mother was outside working all day and night. Currently, she is spending her time with me but not with her real daughter who just disappeared and I'm using her body now. How am I able to survive here, I wonder?... Once I get out of this house what story will guide me to? How beautiful the sky will last long the warm feeling but cold at the same time. To be continue
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