My options were abysmal and it made me insanely frustrated. “You have to know by now that I’d prefer it was you.” His hands gently brought my face back toward him and I could see the sincerity in his eyes. “I don’t know what to say, Lochlan. Obviously I’m drawn to you but this is all so overwhelming. I don’t know how to trust someone who might need to have s*x with someone else to fuel up and I can’t just be intimate with you without that trust.”
“But you did it once before, didn’t you? When Ronan made you think he was me. You were willing to trust me then.” His features were unapologetic and I could feel the blood drain from my face. How could he throw that in my face? A single tear escaped down my cheek and I turned and fled to my room where I locked the door and took several deep brea
