I waited for Hunter to reach me, and all the while, I didn't regret my decision to have called him. It was a strange one, but it made sense to me. I was surrounded by a whole lot of people, but I knew I couldn't find comfort in them. Hunter and I had the same goal, and so it was easier for me to call him when I was at my absolute lowest. Maybe I would come to regret this decision. I didn’t plan on telling him the truth about me. I just needed someone to be around me because I felt like I was losing it. My poor mother. I was avoiding her house for a reason, and I should have trusted my instincts. I should never have gone there, and pushed myself to such an impossible limit. I should have known that seeing her would be my breaking point. It made me hate Caspian even more. If he had

