Heavy rain continued falling long after I finally walked back inside. Not because I wanted to or maybe I had accepted anything. But standing outside while the gates refused to open had felt worse somehow like I was begging. And heaven knows I'm tired of begging. I won't be doing that no more. I'm tired of demanding freedom from people who had already decided I wasn't allowed to have it. Mrs. Harper had rushed toward me the second I stepped through the front doors. Her hands trembled as she wrapped a blanket around my shoulders while muttering worriedly about catching pneumonia. I barely heard anything she said. Everything sounded muffled, the crackling fire in the living room, the ticking grandfather clock, the rain outside, even my own thoughts; they all seemed far away. Only one

