Ella I know Dante told me to sleep before he gets back, but honestly, I can’t. I'm too f*****g horny to even think about sleeping, and it’s all his damn fault. He can’t just tease me like that, f**k me halfway to heaven, and then expect me to just roll over and pass out like nothing happened. My body is on fire and I need something, anything, to get my mind off it. I just hope he’s not over there killing Alessio. I mean, Alessio is a bonehead sometimes, but he’s mostly just a young i***t who wants to enjoy life. I kinda get him, honestly. I see a little of myself in him. I was the same way, always wanting to break out of the Mafia life, live free, have a good time, do my own thing. Gavi was the one who always had that stick up his ass about taking over from Papa. Me? I just wanted to bre

