Shaw I've been working on my career for a while now. I want to make Sargeant in the worst way. I'll be in the office more, and I won't be partnered with Ben anymore, which will totally suck, but then we can be out. I'm tired of hiding our relationship. Now that someone knows, we have to be even more careful. But we can't stay away from each other. And when we're together, we can't keep our hands off one another. I constantly have to check myself so that I don't touch him inappropriately while at work. That is really the hardest part. I feel grounded when we touch. No one else has ever made me feel this way. Certainly not my ex. Ben almost came to blows with him about a month ago. We ran into him while having lunch. Ed knows Ben is my partner, but not that he's my partner. He came to o

