Natalia I was nervous. I had a life, though it wasn't much of one, to be sure. What would my life be like outside of these walls now that I had signed that contract? My life isn't my own anymore. That thought hit me hard. I'd been taking care of myself for a long while. Before that, I was a care giver. Now though? I had to answer to someone and with that there was a lot of trepidation. I berated myself for the umpteenth time for not thinking this whole thing through. Daniel slid a plate of food in front of me and I smothered my pancakes and bacon with syrup. I blurted out what I wanted to say before I lost my nerve. "Tomorrow I have to go back to the hospital. Then I need to feed my sister's cat at her apartment and pick up some clothes, I guess? I had planned to stay there a few days w

