Giving into the pull, just a little

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~there will be s****l content present in this chapter, be warned~ I get into my car and drive off, shots are taken of me. But I am not followed, I speed through and go to Zane’s cabin. I park the car and Xavier smiles when he sees me “Anything you need?” he asks “No, it’s fine. Thanks, Xavier” I say and sit down on the porch looking at the serenity of the place. My phone rings with Zane’s number but I ignore it. Two hours later he finally drives up, he gets out of his car and I am running to him. He turns around after locking his car and catches me just in time. I jump onto him, wrapping my legs around his waist my arms around his neck “Wow” he says while stumbling back a step. Before he realizes what is going on I crash my lips on his. The electricity that I feel coming off of him is intoxicating, after a second of shock he kisses me back. he pushes me against the side of the car and cups my cheeks kissing me back with all he has. ‘never have I kissed like this, so sweet but so rough at the same time’. Eventually, he breaks free and puts his forehead on mine. “What was that for?” He asks with a big smile “Why? Complaining?” I ask and he shakes his head “Not at all” he says and kisses me again with much more hunger this time. I feel his hard-on press against my thigh. And I moisten up, he growls into my mouth before breaking the kiss. His eyes seem to glow a little but he puts his forehead against mine “So, going to answer me?” he asks “Because I wanted to. And thank you, without you, this never would have happened” I tell him and he smiles almost lovingly at me but I know better, ‘he can’t love me. Not this soon. Why do I feel like I do love him though?’ I wonder. “you are very welcome” he whispers and pecks my nose. “So can we call the hikes dates now?” he asks with a smirk and I chuckle “I guess” I answer him and he twirls me around while pecking my face making me giggle. Two weeks pass and I finally decided to address the press. “Good evening, everyone” I address them. “You are probably all wondering what is happening with me and Jackson,” I tell them, and Yes is heard around the crowd “I have not laid my eyes on him since the day he was kicked out of the board at the company. He has not shown up at our house or anywhere else for that matter” I tell them and they gasp. “Do you think he is living with the girl who he was caught with?” someone asks “I would not be surprised. But the reason I have called this press conference is for one reason actually. He has not been answering my calls or anything. I hereby tell you, Jackson, that I am officially filing for a divorce. If you do not show up it will be annulled and everything that was gifted by my parents to you through our marriage will automatically be returned to me” I explain in the camera and they all gasp “Are you hoping he will not show?” someone asks “It would make things easier, but it would not give me closure. So him showing up will give me the closure I need, but it will bring along a lot more issues” I tell them and they nod in understanding. “Hereby I close the conference, I only wanted to give Jackson this message. You will hear from me again if there are any developments regarding the divorce” I tell them and I walk away. People still throwing questions at me but I ignore them and get into my car. I drive to the office of my divorce lawyer. I get out and walk in, announcing to the receptionist I have an appointment with Miss. Jane. Not long after she leads me to her office and I sit down “Good afternoon” I say with a smile “Good afternoon. Smart way of trying to contact him” she says and I nod “Thanks”. “So, how do you want to handle this?” She asks me. “I want to set up the divorce papers. Everything I own will be split between the two of us except for my shares in the company. When the contracts were drafted for me to take the shares they also stated in it that in the case of a divorce the company shares were not to be split. The lawyer who looked them over agreed so they are out of reach for him. When the divorce papers are drafted I want to work on the annulment. He has until we finish that to show up or I will go through with the annulment” I tell her and she nods “Fair, and smart” she smiles at me. “I will set up the divorce papers, I will give you a call when I finish them so you can look over them and give the okay or if you want to change something” she smiles at me and I nod at her. “Thank you so much for your help” I say and hold out my hand “It’s my job and my pleasure to help you in this difficult time” she says and smiles sadly. I nod and walk out of her office. I get into my car and drive to Zane’s cabin, with everything going on I need some peace. He has given me access to his garage code so I park my car in there and then take a walk around a small trail around his property. I end up at the small lake a little further away and decide to go for a swim. I undress to my underwear making sure no one is around. And then I dive into the lake feeling refreshed from the cold water, soothing my sore muscles. There is a small waterfall from the stream that falls over some rocks into the lake and I rest there letting the water, fall on my head. ‘the last two weeks have been pretty amazing, ever since I jumped him and kissed him he hasn’t tried anything else but on our, Saturday dates it’s not holding hands anymore he just swings his arm around my shoulder. I am kind of disappointed that he doesn’t try anything but, on the other hand, I am happy that he is respecting my boundaries. When I kissed him, it was a slip because I was happy. Yes, I really wanted to do that for a long time. But I am still a married woman. And he knows that I respect that even though my husband does not. My feelings for Zane have grown considerably and I wish he would try and kiss me but he doesn’t. Yes, he touches me more but not in the way I want him to. I am kind of disappointed, I expected him to be the aggressive type, clearly since my dream was pretty aggressive. But I like this considerate side as well. I am so in conflict about what I want him to do’ I think to myself. I swim a little bit to the side and stand up. I turn around and dive into the water again, when I come up I stand up straight since it’s not very deep and pull my hands over my hair wiping it back. “Gorgeous” I hear Zane behind me. I snap my head to him and blush hard while sinking into the water, embarrassed that I am in my underwear. “Zane, what are you doing?” I ask him and chuckles softly out of embarrassment. He smiles at me “Saw your car in the garage, so I figured you were close by” he tells me. I look him in his eyes and they seem to almost glow. “Oh, so you thought you would watch me swim, in my underwear no less” I scold him and he chuckles. He suddenly pulls his shirt off of him, pulls off his shoes and his pants follow, and he dives in towards me making me shriek when his arms wrap around me underneath and he lifts me while he stands up. I am blushing hard and he chuckles “Don’t worry, swimwear is not that much different” he says while looking at my face and lowering me slowly along his body. I rest my hands on his shoulders, still blushing hard “Yeah, but still” I say and chuckle nervously. He rests his arm underneath my ass holding me up. I look down at him slightly and he cups my cheek pulling me close and my heart beats hard in my chest. I push my lips onto his and kiss him feverously. He returns the favor and the world around me disappears, the sounds disappear and only our breaths matter now. Our rapid beating hearts, only he is what matters now. I wrap my legs around his waist, my arms around his neck, and pull him closer. He groans into my mouth and his hands start roaming my sides up and down. I feel myself getting turned on by his movements. I tighten my hold onto him with my legs and let my hands roam his broad bare chest and back. he purrs into my mouth and it always amuses me how he can make such animal sounds. Eventually, my hands end up in his hair mussing it up. He breaks the kiss and his eyes are so bright and filled with lust, he rests his forehead against mine while he keeps looking at me. His hand wrapped around me “god, I wanted to that ever since you did the first time” he mumbles “Why didn’t you?” I ask him blushing hard. He chuckles “Wanted to respect your boundaries. “ah, Thank you,” I say and smile. “Sorry, for the slip,” he says and chuckles “No worries,” I say and lower my lips on his again. He walks through the water with me hanging on like a monkey while kissing him. My back touches something and Zane pushes into me, caging me between the rocks and himself. The sparks explode even more since we are skin to skin, kissing. His hands roving over my body, he is letting go a little by fondling my ass when he reaches them before moving on. He breaks the kiss but doesn’t stop, he starts kissing my neck and at a certain spot a moan escapes me and he growls lowly and starts kissing me more roughly there. I can feel his mood through his underwear against my core and unconsciously I start moving my hips against it. He groans loudly and his grip tightens on me. He crashes his lips onto mine, the kiss is hard and rough, he sucks my tongue into his mouth biting softly before exploring every corner of my mouth with his tongue. My hips grind harder and faster against his hard-on, I moan into his mouth, this time he starts moving his hips against my core sensually. I let my head fall back and he attacks my throat with his mouth, he cups one of my breasts with his hand and starts rubbing his thumb on my n****e. “Zane,” I say on a breathy moan and he growls. Pulling my bra down roughly while sucking a n****e in his mouth hard while biting on it and flicking it with his tongue. He slips his hand down and puts his thumb on my c**t on top of my underwear between his hard-on and me. Giving me more pressure while we are grinding onto each other. “Come for me” he whispers, his voice husky and I shudder. “Almost” I moan out. He picks up his pace of grinding while switching to my other breast. “Zane” I scream out while my orgasm rips through my body, my legs tighten around him trying to keep him close while my fingers dig into his back. “Good girl” he whispers. And I go slack against him, he holds me up and nuzzles my neck. I can feel he his still hard “What about you?” I ask when I have my bearings back. “It’s fine,” he says and smiles at me. “Sorry, for breaking a boundary, again,” he says but smirks, I slap him on his shoulder “You’re not sorry at all. But it’s fine, Can hardly say you’re the only one to blame” I say and blush hard, he chuckles “True” he says and smiles at me. “I uhh do think we should hold back a little. At least until the divorce is through” I say shyly. “I understand” he whispers. “Thank you,” I say and smile. He pecks my forehead “anytime. Come on. let’s get back” he says and I nod. We go back to his cabin after getting dressed, he lets me shower first, and then he does. Afterward, we sit on the porch and eat our dinner there in comfortable silence. “So, I saw the press conference. How are you dealing with the divorce?” He asks me after dinner. “I told my lawyer to draw up the divorce papers first. Everything I have will be divided among us except for the company. After I approve of that she will start working on the annulment. He has until she finishes that to show up, otherwise, I will go through with the annulment” I explain and he nods “Still giving him a chance huh” he says and raises an eyebrow “I sort of like to get closure. I don’t mind if I don’t see him again. but I don’t want to wonder the rest of my life why he didn’t even try you know? Even if his reasons are legit. I won’t change my mind, but I would like to know” I explain. “I can understand that,” he says while wrapping his arm around me pulling me into his side. We stay like that for another few hours just enjoying the feeling of the forest, talking about silly stuff while we are at it. Getting to know each other on a deeper level. ~Zane~ Ever since she kissed me, I have to keep pulling myself back. I keep the urge to kiss her and take things further but I know she will not appreciate it, not yet at least. I will have to be patient, when the divorce is through I can take the next step. But that is when I see her in her underwear swimming in the lake close to my place. I smelled her intoxicating scent right away when I got out of my car. I followed it here and I froze in place when I see her dive into the water. Damn it, I let myself go too far today. I shouldn’t have joined her in the water. But f**k she was beautiful writhing against me when she came undone. She did say we should hold back until at least the divorce is through and I agreed. We both let things get a bit far. I have decided, when the divorce is through, I will tell her about my beast, about the mate-bond. She will need to know eventually. My pack is pestering me about when she will become the Luna. I keep telling them she is f*****g married and that I am taking care of it but god, they are getting on my nerves. I hope she will take it well, otherwise, it could break us apart.
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