Special Thing Called LOVE

at the bus

I hate to do this but i need too baby sorry. I got a meeting today.

Dada said pissed. He drops me off in the bus station. He wanted to sent me at school but his secretary call him. It was urgent so even if against on him he needs to drop me off and i will take a bus.

Its ok for me to drive with the bus. I can see lots of people different behaviours and attitude. This is also one of the advices of my doctor to socialize with others because not all is bad and bully.

But my parents got so strict when it comes to traveling and also meeting people. They're being paranoid but i can't blame them. I just laugh at them whenever they got paranoid.

Bus was full of people I'm sitting besides the window in two setter. I am enjoying the scenery and the air when i heard a click of a camera.

I don't paid attention to it at first but the camera never stop clicking so i face the one who's besides me.

She's not holding a camera she's busy with her phone. So i turned my head to the other side and another side.

I saw a man who holding a phone then smiling like crazy and biting his lips in p*****t way. When i realize everything he's talking picture in woman besides me who's cleavage was exposed.

When he realized that I'm looking at him. He meet my gaze and look at me with his scary eyes. I felt so nervous i remember one of my teacher looking at me like that so i trembled. I bite my lips because all of my body was shaking in fear.

I thought I'm ok but I'm just thinking it I'm not ok. My eyes widened when one man grabbed the phone and give a punch to a p*****t man. Not man but a student my schoolmate according to his uniform.

People on the bus got shock too and a second past there were commotion inside the bus.

Are you nuts why did you punch him?, your still a student but you act like your higher. "The old man say".

He deserve it. He answers with a smirk.

Did your school taught you like that?.

You stop talking old man. You irritate me. He deserve it because hes p*****t. And you miss please pay attention to your dress of you like that dress then don't ride on the bus or get something to cover the upper part of your body. Your feeding the eyes of a p*****t person.

He savagely uttered. The woman besides me was just looking at him speechless.

People in the bus starting to hit the p*****t man and someone call the police and in the nearest bus station we stop for a while to give him.

Did you knew him?, your the same uniform with him. "She ask".

I felt embarrassed coz i don't know him or either saw him.

I shook my head. I'm transfer student so im not yet familiar yet in all the campus. Sorry.

Oh!, no need to say sorry. Though he's a bit savage student boy. I can't believe it. I get a lecture from him.

She chuckled and her face got red. I think she get embarrassed for what my schoolmate say.

By the way i felt you, you trembled a while ago are you scared?. She asked worridly.

I surprised to what she said. I just looked at her unbelievable. I mean she doesnt know me why get worried.

Why are you looking at me like that?, don't tell me this is the first time you ask by someone. Your too innocent.

Her smile was sincere and she shook her head. Where did your parents hide you?.

The what?... i surprisingly said.

I mean sorry i had and anxiety that's why i trembled.

I need to answer her immediately so that she will not wronged my parents. She's a bit talkative huh!.

Ah,, don't worry you can get through with it just keep doing the wrong things i mean those things who trigger your anxiety and then one day you will realize you are cured already.

Is she not affected of what happened to her a minute ago?, why she keep on talking to me just like nothing happened she can also smile. What the hell is happening?.

Tell to your schoolmates thank you. I wanted to thanks him personally but him but seeing him right now he's pissed and he will lectured me again for sure.

Why?, i asked without knowing it.

What why?.

I mean why are you not affected to what had happened to you a while ago.

Hahaha.. your so serious little boy. Your so cute too and too innocent. Life is life if i will get affected to what happened i giving myself pain and problem. I'm thankful that your schoolmates saw it and punch that p*****t man.

What should i do he can fantasized it as long as he want i don't cared as long as he never touch me. If he touch me that was a different story.

Then why if he uploaded it in social medias?, are you not afraid if your name got drag?.

Social medias now a days was toxic. I can say that he stole that pic without me noticing it. In one hundred percent 70 percent sympathy 30 percent was bashing. I won't care about it as what I've said life is to short just to give your attention to that kind of nonsense. Do whatever you want and never mind those who gossip at your back.

I know that you grow with a rich family but why to shy or too scared with this kind of stuff and talking to me?. Well people is different.

Yes she ask questioned and she's answered it what a weird woman.

I need to get off now. Say thank you for me to your schoolmate. See yeah when i see yeah.

Taking a bus is not bad at all. I encounter different people with different personality and also talk with them. Now i can say that I'm too innocent and knows nothing in outside world.

I got off in the bus while walking I got a second thought if i will approach him or no. We are heading now to enter the campus. Do i need to do this or its ok if not right. But that woman wants to say me thank you in behalf of her so i need to say it. This is crazy.

He is meters away from me if i will walk fast i can catch up with him. I had a deep breath first and walk faster. When i already besides him i spoke, "Hey!, thank you said the woman in the bus".

No need. "He coldly answer". I got a goosebumps on it. It was scary but still i walk with him.

Ahmm... i just say what she said. That's all. I walk slowly and he too so i face him.

Tsskk... you saw it too why did you not confronted that p*****t man. You just look at him getting picture at the cleavage of that woman. He even look at you.

He's irritated but why i didn't do anything wrong. It's not my fault to get scared the way he looks at me it reminds me of those bully in my old school.

I bite my lips. I wanted to cry but i can't. So i hold my tears and bow my head. Why this is happened on me now. I just wanted the soil to open and eat me. I can't understand what i feel. I feel shy guilty at the same time hurt.

I just realized i stop walking. And when i raised my head i saw him in front of me. I was nervous because his face was inches away from me.

My heart beat too fast and some scenery pop up to my mind so i pushed him and i run away. I run even faster when he called my name.

Yuan, Yuan,.

Shits. I want a peaceful life here. I stop running when I'm about to enter our classroom. I go to my seat i get my bottled water and drink it straight.

I almost spit the water out when someone tap my shoulder. I'd cough.

Hey easy... it seems you never drink water for a year.

Thank god I'm ok o almost faint with that my throat got hurt too. Zizhen give me tissue i grab it and wiped my mouth. I just used my hand to cover my mouth when i cough.

What happened to you?, i came from the cr then i saw you running. Is there something wrong? "He worriedly ask".

No it just that i think I'm already late that's why i run.

Ahh... did you wake up late again?.

Hmmm.. nope. "Please stop asking me Zizhen i don't want to lie", my inner self.

Guiz are you exciting for the party two days from now?, one of our classmates ask.

Party?, Zizhen ask confused and also me.

Oh... there was an announcement written in the bulletin board outside that the school will throw a party to welcome us.

Wow! that's good to hear I'm so excited with this.

It's really obvious that he's excited with it. He's eyes say so. Thanks to our classmate he caught the attention of zizhen. I hate lying even its a white lies still its a lie. My parents was a true person they say whatever the want even if it hurt you but for them its better to heard the truth and cry with it than to tell a lie to smile but in the end, still you get hurt.

I fixed myself. I'm not scared i guess but why i felt nervous and some scenery of the past comes up. I was in deep realization when my eyes landed on him. Hes staring at me.

Goodness i will had a heart attack on him. He's not good to me i will die early if i will see him like this and bump on him everyday.

This is my new encounter to others except for Zizhen.