I went down fast, folding into the footwell as far as the seatbelt would let me, my cheek pressed against the cool leather of the seat. Nikolai’s hand stayed locked around my arm, steady even as his whole body had gone rigid beside me.
The headlights crept closer. Slower now, deliberate, the crunch of tires rolling over loose gravel outside the loading dock. My heart pounded so hard I was sure it could be heard through the car door.
Then the light swept past without stopping.
Neither of us moved for a long moment after the engine noise faded into the distance. Nikolai exhaled first, a long breath through his teeth, and his grip on my arm finally loosened.
“That wasn’t them,” he said. “Delivery truck. Wrong angle, wrong sound.”
“You couldn’t have known that before you told me to get down.”
“No,” he agreed. “I couldn’t.”
I pulled myself back up into the seat, my legs shaking too badly to trust standing yet, and looked at him properly for the first time since the chase started. His hands hadn’t fully stopped trembling either, small and controlled, the kind of tremor a person learns to hide because showing it costs too much.
“You’re scared too,” I said. It came out softer than I meant it to, almost an accusation and almost sympathy at the same time.
“I’m always scared.” He said it plainly, no drama in it, like it was simply a fact of the life he’d been born into rather than a confession. “The difference is I’ve had longer to get used to it.”
He shifted the car into gear but didn’t pull out right away, both hands resting on the wheel, knuckles still pale. Outside the loading dock, a siren wailed somewhere blocks away, rose, then faded again, and I watched him track the sound the whole way through, some old instinct clearly cataloging whether it meant anything for us.
We sat there in the dark loading dock while the city kept moving around us, indifferent, and for the first time since I’d walked into my father’s study, the silence between us didn’t feel adversarial. It felt like two people who’d survived something together, even if neither of us had chosen the other’s company to survive it with.
“Where do we go now?” I asked.
“Somewhere with better security than a parking garage three blocks from your father’s office.” He checked the mirrors one more time before easing the car forward, headlights still off until we merged back onto a busier street. “My family has a townhouse downtown. Guarded, private. You’ll stay there tonight.”
“I’m not staying anywhere without telling my father where I am.”
“Your father is the reason a car just ran us off the road.” His voice had an edge to it, sharper than before, though I didn’t think the anger was actually aimed at me. “I’ll have someone call him. He’ll know you’re safe. That’s not the same as you going home to a house the Reyes family already knows how to find.”
I wanted to argue, mostly out of instinct, out of the sheer exhaustion of having every decision about my own life made by someone else today. But the memory of that sedan clipping our bumper was still too fresh, and some small, rational part of me knew he wasn’t wrong.
“Fine,” I said. “One night.”
“One night,” he agreed, though something in the way he said it made me suspect neither of us fully believed that would be the end of it.
We drove the rest of the way in silence, the kind that wasn’t uncomfortable so much as full, both of us processing an evening that had started with a signature and ended with a chase through downtown traffic. Streetlights slid across the windshield in slow, steady intervals, and somewhere around the fourth or fifth one, I realized my hands had finally stopped shaking.
When we finally pulled up to a townhouse tucked behind an iron gate, two men in dark suits were already waiting at the entrance, and I realized with a jolt that Nikolai must have called ahead the moment we lost the sedan. One of them opened my door before I’d even unbuckled my seatbelt, scanning the street behind us with the same quick, practiced awareness Nikolai had shown all night.
“You planned for this,” I said. “Somewhere in the middle of nearly getting run off the road, you found time to call ahead.”
“I’ve had practice.” He killed the engine and turned to face me fully, and in the low light spilling from the townhouse windows, I could see just how tired he actually looked underneath the composure. “Wren. Whatever you think of my family, of this arrangement, of me. I need you to understand something.”
“What?”
“Tonight wasn’t an isolated incident.” His jaw tightened. “This is what the rest of your life looks like now, whether you marry me or not. You’re a Calloway. You were already a target the moment your father sat down with the Reyes family two years ago and told them no.”
The words settled over me like cold water.
“So none of this was ever about you,” I said slowly. “Was it. It was never really a choice between marrying you or staying safe. I was already in danger before I ever walked into that study.”
Something flickered across his face, and for just a second I thought he might actually deny it, might offer me some comfort even if it wasn’t true.
He didn’t.
“Yes,” he said quietly. “You were.”
I turned to look out the window instead of at him, needing a second to steady myself before I said something I couldn’t take back. The gated courtyard was lit by soft, warm light spilling from tall windows, the kind of house that looked peaceful from the outside and told you nothing about what actually happened inside it. I thought about my own house, my father sitting alone in his study with an empty folder, and wondered if he even knew yet how close I’d come tonight to not making it here at all.
The passenger door of the townhouse swung open behind him, and a woman stepped out onto the front steps, her expression sharpening the second her eyes landed on me.
“Nikolai.” Her voice carried across the courtyard, tight with something between fury and disbelief. “Tell me that is not who I think it is.”