"I'm a good-for-nothing, I'm a good-for-nothing..." This sentence was like a curse that kept appearing in my mind. It repeatedly hinted that I was going to die. Once it was over, all the pain and torture would disappear. "I'd better die!" I made up my mind, closed my eyes, and raised my right hand high. Just as the fruit knife and my wrist were about to have a close contact, suddenly, my head buzzed, and all the distracting thoughts disappeared. I opened my eyes at once and stared at the fruit knife in front of me, which was less than an inch away from my wrist. I didn't understand why I did this. "Because I have no hope for life? Now I earn more money in Li Bai's company than before, and I even have a deposit." "Because of that girlfriend? She is just a fool being used by others. Sin

