Conrad POV Snuggling my moonlight naked all night gave me the best night's sleep I had in a while. I was still up at 6 and couldn’t get back to sleep after that. I didn’t want to wake her so I just held her while I thought about everything. She woke over an hour after me and looked up at me concerned. “Are you OK. You look deep in thought for someone who just woke up”. I chuckled. “Yeah. I’ve been awake more than an hour just thinking about things. I have some plans but I need to ask you for help”. I gazed deep into her eyes as she nodded and snuggled up to me. I held her tight as I explained as this was going to be hard for both of us. “Originally when they announced that this ceremony would take a month I was just waiting for it to pass but I don't think that was the right thing to

