Eventually what I was thinking happened. The day also finally arrived when we were about to part ways. Heartbroken, how could I let go, but she left. The matter had escalated so much that we had a breakup. I was very sad when we had a break but the sauna was not making any sense. She was act like, she does not feel bad. He needed an excuse, for the breakup. She was reacting to a small thing as if it was a big deal. We were both fighting but that day -
' What are you wearing ....... ?? ........ ?? No manners how to wear clothes. Have you any sense ..... ?? You are completely lost your mind !! '
' What happened baby ......... why are you so rude with me ....... ?? ....... ?? Is everything fine ....... ?? ....... ?? Are you all right ..... ?? .... ?? '
' No, I'm stable, and I know what I say, but what happened to you, you know it's our date '
' What ........ ?? ......... ?? Is this a date ....... ?? ..... ?? I don't know about it. By the way with whom you will be go for a beautiful date. Who is the special guy .......?? '
' What is wrong with you .......... ?? I am dating with you. And here I am come to meet to you. And you are talking about I am dating with another boy. '
' Wait baby I am just kidding with you. I know my darling you are mine and I am yours '
' No there is no darling, buddy, sweetheart, baby etc. etc ......... Just leave me alone '
' Why, I leave you ....... ?? ..... ?? Have you gone mad .... Just take a deep breath ...... '
' No deep breath. You do not know how much I excited to meet you. But you, you kill me all happiness '
' What you say ...... You are excited ..... Ooh .... hh .... god say, baby please do not say this. You did not even have to meet me. I had called that, where are you, you said that let's meet, because the plane where you had to go got cancelled '
' No, no I was thought you will disturb to hear this that I am not home that is why I do not told you '
' I am disturb..... Are you okay ....... ?? ....... ?? You are my girlfriend if I am disturbed to you then how can I care of you, tell me '
' You can care me when I am unhealthy. Or I am in fever or cough '
' Ohh ...... It is mean you sat that if you are I will then I have to care of you. You can say that like seems it is non of my business, I have does not matter that where are you go, where you stay, with who you visit any place. And what you talk about my dress. It is my complete confident. '
' Yess !! you have not any sense about dress, how to dress up. You have to dress up according to place, time , and occasion ....... But you ....... What you Wear ...... ?? ...... ?? Trouser and T-shirt. Literally, who where this in front of girlfriend '
' Do you love me or my dress ......... ?? ..... ?? I thought I met a girl who love me not my status of life. That is why I came in which condition I am '
' Talking to you is useless. You convert a small thing into a big issue. I am irritating with you. Please go back. I am good in my own life, why are you come to my life '
' Wait it is not only my decision. You also want to creat a relationship with me. And what you say, I am irritating ........ ?? ....…. ?? Wait last few years you do not realize that I am irritating, now you think it. Very good '
' No, irritating is not only a problem. Also flighting and teasing reason to break up '
' I am teasing you because I thought you are mine. But you aren't. If you have a lot of problems than why are we live together ...... ?? ...... ?? We have to break our relationship '
I thought she would refuse but agreed to breakup with me. She said yess we have to do it. And that was the last evening when I saw her for the last time. We just left from there, and never met again.
And after some time a new life enter in my silent life -
' Can I ask something, How do you fall in love with me so much ....... ?? ........ ?? After your past '
' As like you dear. Also love me alot '
' Do not kidding with me. You do not remember your first love. Take it seriously. But I want to share something when ever you hug me i have not feel like boyfriend hugg ....... ee ...... ee '
' I know Alice, but I try to forget my past but I ca not do it '
' It is okay my dear with the spending of time together you will forget. Have you believe in myself ....... ?? ....... ?? '
' Yes I have .... '
She is my second girlfriend. She make my life joyfully, full of colours. She make my life happy. I am so glad to meet her.