Fireflies

Chapter 38

The chapter is a bit short, I know, but hopefully it is better than nothing this Friday afternoon:)

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Aiden didn't question Matt's agreement even though a part of him told him that he probably should. The part of him that agreed that maybe this wasn't a good idea, to f**k while still not having talked about things. To f**k while still being angry. He forced those thoughts away. He wanted, nay, needed, Matt in the worst of ways.

He hungrily crashed his lips onto his older brother's, a low growl finding its way up his throat. The kiss was long and deep, hard and hungry. Aiden sucked Matt's bottom lip in between his teeth and gently bit down, earning a moan from Matt.

Aiden was already so freaking hard, his d**k throbbing with pent up desire, frustrated it hadn't gotten any attention whatsoever in the last couple of days. He was glad he was only in his boxers. Matt on the other hand, he was still fully dressed... in a f*****g suit and all. From the meeting in Seattle. The reminder of why Matt hadn't come to Aiden's show fueled his anger.

He released his hard grip on Matt's wrists and went for the white bottom down shirt, now all wrinkled up from their heated interaction. Growing frustrated with the buttons, Aiden tore the shirt apart, earning the beginning of a complaint from Matt who stopped himself. His eyes softened; showed he wasn't going to complain about anything Aiden did tonight.

Good, Aiden thought and went for the zipper with urgent fingers.

Even though he was still furious with Matt, warmth pooled in his stomach as he felt Matt's hard member.

"I've missed you, so much," Matt whispered hoarsely as he helped Aiden to take off his own jeans. He spoke with a voice that would make you think they boys had been apart for months and not three days.

Aiden growled in response, it seemed to be his only way of communicating at the moment, tugging off the pants and boxers before he pushed Matt back down against the mattress, claiming his brother's lips in a searing kiss that revealed just how much Aiden had missed Matt too, without acknowledging it in words.

He yanked off his own boxers and settled in between Matt's legs, rocking his hips forwards so their d***s rubbed against each other. Matt gasped for breath and Aiden attacked his neck, sucking like a madman. He was sure to leave a hickey, but Matt wouldn't complain, didn't mind his brother marking him. After all, he did belong to Aiden just as Aiden belonged to him.

Aiden spit into his hand and scooted to his knees, forcing Matt's legs further apart. Matt couldn't help but tense as he felt fingers circling his entrance. He knew what he had gotten himself into as he'd uttered those words just recently. He had known all along that Aiden would be the one to do the f*****g tonight, but that didn't mean he wasn't nervous.

Aiden pressed forward with his finger, not giving up until Matt let him in. Matt was tense alright, but it was difficult to think straight with all the messed-up turmoil of feelings whirling around inside him. Anger... hurt... but most of all, a burning passion.

He'd missed Matt's closeness just as much as his brother had missed his. It had reached a point where he could no longer think clearly. He craved Matt's body and soul like never before.

He needed them to become one again. To mend the parts that had been broken.

Growing impatient, he pressed another finger in and started scissoring them, hearing a curse word slip past Matt's lips. He drowned it out with another kiss, sucking on Matt's tongue as his free hand found Matt's chest and he rubbed his thumb against Matt's perky n****e.

Matt eventually eased up enough for Aiden to decide he was ready. Deepening the kiss, he positioned himself, a part of him realizing he was about to lose his 'd**k-virginity'. He'd never f****d anyone before. He'd been f****d, by Matt, but he'd never done the f*****g.

Well, it's about bloody time, he thought as he moved forward.

Matt groaned into his mouth and gripped Aiden's biceps, his fingers digging into Aiden's flesh as he tried to force himself to relax. It was just... f**k, it burnt! Aiden hadn't even used lube, only the spit from his hand, and it f*****g burned. Matt suddenly had a newfound respect for Aiden. They'd had s*x more times than he could count, and he'd always done the f*****g. Not once had Aiden voiced any complaints.

His thoughts dispersed as Aiden pushed himself deeper inside Matt. Aiden persisted and didn't stop until he was all the way in, his balls smacking against Matt's ass.

Matt barely had time to get used to the invasion before Aiden withdrew and pushed inside him again. The younger brother repeated the movement, growling at how f*****g amazing it felt to be inside his brother. He got lost in the feeling as he panted against his brother's ear, thrusting in and out of him.

Matt bit the insides of his cheeks, trying but failing to stop the groan to tear free from his throat. Aiden stopped moving and got up on his elbows to look into Matt's eyes. "Am I..." His voice was hoarse and breathless. He licked his swollen lips, eyebrows pinching together and worry suddenly clouding his eyes. "I didn't mean to hurt you," he whispered, the conflicting emotions of anger and worry battling in his eyes. 

Matt's heart constricted painfully. He gently stroked Aiden's flushed cheek. "You're not hurting me," he lied.

Aiden bit his lips, not convinced, and so Matt made the decision for him. He used his legs to push Aiden forward, feeling his brother's d**k move deeper inside him.

Aiden moaned, his jaw ticking. "f**k, you're so tight," he grunted. He went to kiss Matt and started moving again, but he moved slower now. And more... tender? "Not gonna last much longer," Aiden panted. "Not used to this-this feeling."

"Come whenever you're rea- Jeesus!" Matt moaned as Aiden's c**k stroke a sweet spot deep inside him. "Do that again," he breathed.

"Did I hit it?" Aiden asked, voice raspy as he tried to control at least a small part of his body.

"Y-yeah," Matt groaned as Aiden hit the same spot again. "f**k, that's intense," he moaned as he sought Aiden's lips for a hungry kiss. "Again. Faster," he begged. 

Aiden obliged, the kiss growing sloppy as he thrusted in and out of Matt, hitting the same spot over and over. He f****d Matt with a ferocity that scared even himself. No one was going to take Matt away from him. He growled again. No. One.

"f**k, I-I think I'm gonna cum." Matt's hand found his d**k and he started to stroke himself. "s**t, s**t, s**t, I'm so close."

"c*m for me," Aiden whispered in his ear as he thrusted faster into Matt's enticingly tight hole.

"f**k, f**k, f**k!" Matt chanted as his balls drew up without warning and c*m spurted between them.

Aiden made a few more quick thrusts into Matt and groaned loudly as his c*m filled Matt with its warmth. He slumped on top of Matt, entirely spent. "f**k," he whispered, out of breath.

"Yeah," Matt quietly agreed as he wrapped his arms around Aiden, hugging him close. "Fuck."