Venus
I hung myself.
Right, I remembered.
That’s what I did.
I just couldn’t stand Grant’s death. I thought I couldn’t live again. I didn’t deserve to. Grant was dead because of me. Because he loved me.
He died protecting me.
Those negative feelings overwhelmed me and I couldn’t stop them.
That’s why I chose to end my life.
I thought by ending my life, I could follow to where Grant was. Micah would never have me. Auntie Feli and Nathan could live their life normally.
I was supposed to be dead yet Nathan, like an angel he was, stopped me. He stopped my suicide attempt and I fell into a coma. Maybe deep down, I failed to die, falling into come was the only choice I had to not face the world again. And Micah took me away. Sleeping for six months. Awakened because of the dream I had.
