After everything I've been through these past few days, I made up my mind on what to do. I have to remain as low key as possible.
A lot of drama has been happening for some time now and I will do my best to avoid it.
I'll go back to the chronic wallflower that I was before. I won't talk to anyone and nobody will talk to me.
Deep down, I felt sad about this.
Last night, I could barely sleep because thoughts of Alex filled my mind. I decided it was best to let him go, not just because of my safety but for his happiness as well.
I don't want him and Ava to have fights because of me. He's a nice person. He deserves to be happy and to have peace of mind.
My heart beats for him but I have to be realistic with myself; it's all in my head. Nothing can happen between Alex and I.
Guys like Al
