Hillary “pick up the f*****g phone Hillary …” “Hilly, what is going on, why aren’t you picking?” “Bethany, this isn’t funny anymore, you are scaring the s**t out of me. “Pick up the f*****g phone goddammit!” Avril yelled into the receiver, dropping several messages into my voicemail. She has been trying to take me out and cheer me up, but I’ve been avoiding her and rejecting her calls. I don’t want to cheer up and hang out with friends, I want to see Nathan, I want to know how he is faring. He has to man up and tell me if he doesn’t want to be with me anymore, he has to let me know so I can move on with my f*****g life. It’s been five days since Nathan left, five f*****g days and I haven’t been able to reach him. Our call was interrupted while he was still on the

