Nathan's POV
GUILTY!!!
That's how I feel right now. "I feel as guilty as hell"
I mean, What the hell did I just do??
How could take a lady innocence on our first day together?
That’s so bad!
I waited for her to fall asleep, then I’m open my drawer and brought out a pack of my favorite Treasurer cigarette. I got my lighter from the dresser before walking out through the door that leads to my balcony. I have a good view of the city from my balcony and I always love the sight. I stood there and enjoyed the beautiful view while I took out a stick of cigarette and lit it. I’m not a big fan of smoking, but right now, I think I really need it to calm my nerves because I’m slowly going insane. I never knew s*x could be so amazing, so terrific. Hillary Futo
