For two years I've been in a relationship with him, I've pleased him in every f*****g way possible. I try to keep my other affairs away from public eyes so I don’t embarrass him she everyone learns of his illness. Right now, only a few people know about his illness, it would be a huge humiliation to him and his family if the whole world knows about it. Yes, I have other guys that I play around with, I mean, I love Damien and I desire to be his Luna but I never get to see him always like I would love to, besides if I do see him, he pushes me away and treats me like trash. I have needs too, you know. I can't wait around for him like a faithful, obedient dog, can I? He spends so much time at his other businesses and even when he is around, he doesn't give me all the attention that I

