⚜️ Z A R A H P O V ⚜️"You got everything in your suitcase?" I questioned Ahmed, checking to see if he left anything in the closet. It was almost time for Ahmed to join the army; I don't want him to. It felt like someone was taking him away from me.
The army was!
I was terrified. Terrified of Ahmed not coming back. Worried that he might die there and never get the chance to meet this baby when he/she comes to this world.
This is all hard for me.
I don't think I can live my life without him; I never thought that my marriage would turn out like this. I was always terrified that if I loved the person I cared about, I would lose them again. I didn't want to feel the pain that I felt as a child; I will not handle it.
Sometimes I wonder why does Allah put us in this situation. Especially goo
