Zara I was being stupid. I could tell but I had totally lost control of myself. I could tell now that what I was doing right now was just plain too much and I needed to get a grip on myself. I kept reprimanding myself but my body betrayed me. I could not bring myself to stop trying to get him to make love to me. It had all started when I looked into his eyes. I had lost my sense of reasoning and lust for vengeance in that instant. It made me surprised that all it took for me to lose myself was a stare into those beautiful pools and I would have lost all my sanity. The way I had behaved was totally out of context as I threw myself at him. As expected, Zaccai caught me. And I could not stop. I kept crying in my heart that he would at the very least resist all my endeavours to get him to l

