Celine I was ashamed. I could not believe he had blatantly rejected me. What was it that I was doing so wrong or perhaps, was there something wrong with me? I had expected him to either be taken by my body or at least, the fact that he had wasted my time all these years. Yet, this long day went into more chaos when he warned me sternly. The enemy was clear. It was Zara and I needed to get her out of my way as she was clearly ruining things for me. She has no shame, and even dared to drink from his cup. I, at the time, had been trying to process what she meant by that gesture but as I could begin to understand now, she just wanted to show off to me that she definitely was still in charge. Alpha Zaccai was still her pawn and I needed a plan at this point. My father had asked me to stu

