He smiles. “I deserved that.”
“How is this going to work, Jules?” He frowns. “I don’t know.” His eyes hold mine. “Do we have to decide now? Can’t all these big decisions wait?”
“For what?”
He shrugs. “I don’t know, but I feel like I’ve only just found you and we’ve been together for two minutes. Suddenly we have to make a decision on the rest of our lives.” He shrugs. “What’s the rush?”
“I don’t want to f**k you in the dark, Julian. I want to love you in the light,” I whisper. “I can’t lie to Willow any longer.” I shake my head. “Every time I lie to her I die a little inside. She deserves the truth.”
He exhales heavily and rolls onto his back, staring up at the ceiling.
Ding dong.
“Sammy,” I whisper, sitting up. “He’s getting dropped home. I completely forgot.”
Julian jumps up, gra
