Amnesia (SPG Girls #1)

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As You Wish

Naalimpungatan akong nakahiga sa malambot na kama – mas malambot kesa sa kama ko. W-wait! Lumingon ako sa kaliwa ko at bumungad sa akin ang oras – 6:20am.

I relaxed, lying on my back – naked from head to toe. Ang tanging nakatakip lang sa akin ay ang makapal na comforter. Nilingon ko yung kanan ko at nakita ko si CK na nakayakap sa akin.

He’s peacefully sleeping sideways with his head rested on my chest. Ginawa nyang unan yung hinaharap ko, sneaky Biko. I stared at him – his long eyelashes, his pouty lips, and his perfect nose. Mukha syang anghel – pero pag nakadilat yung mga mata niya, isa siyang naughty angel because of his mischievous chocolate brown eyes.

I inhaled his manly scent. Actually, yung buong kwarto ultimo tong nakabalot sa aking blanket ay may kaparehong amoy niya. Para na namang sinisilaban yung katawan ko nang bigla kong maalala yung ginawa namin.

I gave myself to him.

Hindi ito panaginip dahil nananakit and pagitan ng hita ko. We really did it just as he promised.

Naisip ko tuloy, ilang babae na kaya ang nakaranas ng naranasan ko? Did they felt good? Like they’re in cloud 9? Yung parang feeling na you have this new you.

Nagpatuloy lang ako sa pagtitig ko sa kisame. The things that has happened this past weeks have come flooding through my mind.

The way his lips felt on mine the first time we kissed.

The way he coolly showed me off as his girlfriend to everyone.

He may not have courted me and he may also have coaxed the yes out of me using his mouth to be his girl, from that very day until now, lagi siyang may ibinibigay na regalo sa akin. I feel so spoiled and loved. Bears, Biko, flowers (every damn flower you can name except roses), cake, chocolates, and many more. He actually knows every hates and likes that I have and I don’t how he did that.

Same as for me – I know him better that anybody else. I know that he’s scared of little animals. I know! Akala mo matapang pero takot humawak ng hamster – him and his masculinity. Joke! I was joking alright. Chill. But he really is scared of those.

He holds on to the back of his neck whenever he’s nervous, he becomes stiff if he lies – parang tuod, oo. Sa tangkad niyang yun, dumidiretso at stiff na stiff sya pag hindi tama yung sinasabi niya. He loves his family especially Dallilah.

I just realized that, we’re considered best friends, right? Well, I don’t know but I never saw him as my best friend. I didn’t, because I had feelings for him. I don’t like him, no. Like’s too shallow to begin with. Maybe deeper than that – I don’t know.

I know what crush is – because I had a crush on him. Well, more on his brother actually. I know what like is – I like eating Biko, favorite. – and CK’s one of my favorite guys among everyone else – except Dad. I love my Dad.

Love? I love my friends, I love my family. I love CK? Maybe. I’m not sure.

What did we do last night? Lust? Spur of the moment. I actually don’t know what to do, what to feel. I’m full of questions that I can only answer.

I felt CK shift in his place. Half of his body on top of mine and his head’s nuzzling my neck. Mas lalong humigpit yung yakap niya sa akin.

“I love you.” I heard him murmur while kissing my neck.

“Good morning, CK.” Tiningnan ko ang mga mapupungay nyang mga mata. Ang gwapo pa rin niya kahit na bagong gising sya. “It feels nice waking up next to you, Kryp.” His hands started trailing around my breast, squeezing lightly.

Nag-iba sya ng pwesto and now we’re spooning each other. His left hand’s under me giving him the chance to massage both my breasts, his fingers tweaking the tips.

I felt his morning wood pressing against the small of my back. I moaned out his name dahil ang aga-aga nag-iinit yung katawan ko against his silk undercovers.

“Baby, are you sore?” he asked while sucking the space in between my neck and shoulder – my soft spot. “I love the sounds you make.” Nagpatuloy lang ang mga kamay niya sa pagbaba hanggang magstop sya sa puson ko then he started massaging it.

“You’re skin’s so soft, Kryp. I wonder if our baby’s going to have such soft skin.” His hands continued creeping towards my mound kaya agad kong isinara ang mga hita ko.

I held onto his arm tightly and asked him stuttering,“W-what baby? We’re not having baby any sooner, CKo. A-are you still asleep?” His hands are doing wonders skimming over my skin. Fuçk this.

I felt his legs parting mine and resting my left over his. “You don’t have to do that if I’m here.” Binalewala nya yung tanong ko at bumaba naman yung naiwan nyang kamay galing sa chest ko pababa doon patungo sa hita kong nakataas.

“I-I’m sore…..” Napaungol kong sabi. Totoo namang masakit. He kissed my shoulder, “This will make you feel better.” His middle finger pressed onto my sensitive nub and circled it slowly. “Just my finger, babe. It’s alright.” He whispers beside my ear – feeling his hot breath. Ang bango-bango ng hininga niya kahit umaga.

He started tracing my opening and spreading the wetness around. “You really are always this ready? Really?” He teasingly licked the shell of my ear.

Napakapit na lang ako ulit sa mga makakapal niyang braso at ibinaon ang aking mga kuko. “P-Please…” What am I begging for anyway?

He spread my lips below and slipped his middle finger inside. I inhaled sharply – his fingers rubbing onto the walls inside me. He started moving in and out. He started slow, making my toes curl in delight. Napakapit yung binti kong nakapatong sa side niya.

“F-faster…” daing ko na tila wala sa sarili.

“As you wish.” He captured my lips and adjusted his head so that we can reach each other’s mouth.

Hmm… his minty taste making me even hotter. His thumb pressed onto my nub and there I felt it the tingling feeling I’m trying to reach.

“CK!” Napabitaw ako sa halik niya – I felt my walls clenching onto his thick fingers. I was trembling and convulsing because of the ongoing orgasm he just gave me. “You feel good, Kryp?” Natuyo yung lalamunan ko kaya tumango lang ako. I felt him remove his fingers. I looked at the scene and saw his fingers dripping with my release.

Pumaibabaw siya sa akin saka ako hinalikan mulit bago tuluyan tumayo magpunta sa CR. I just slumped onto the bed feeling sleepy, feeling wasted. Damn, that felt good.

Nakapikit ako’t malapit nang dalawin ng antok nang maramdaman kong may humawi nung kumot. I opened my eyes and saw him kneeling positioned in between my spread legs. Naramdaman ko na lang na pinupunasan niya yung crotch area ko. He’s cleaning me up himself. Now, this looks good.

Tumingin sya sa akin at ngumiti. Pumaibabaw ulit sya at inilagay ko yung palad ko against his arms. Pinalandas koi to ng pabalik balik habang siya eh inaabot yung jeans ko at kumuha ng panibagong putting tshirt sa drawer nya.

“Let’s go. Hinihintay na tayo nila Dad mo.” He kissed me once more and he got ready.

Pagpasok ko sa bahay may nakita akong mga maletang nakahilera sa living room.

“Dad? ‘My?” tawag ko sa kanila. Lumabas naman si muna galing sa TV area looking relieved to see me. “Hey, Loislane. We need to come with your Ate Gwen for maybe a month or more.” Lumapit naman siya sa akin. She held onto my shoulder and asked, “Okay ka lang ba dun? Nandito naman si CK eh. And you can always go to Gage’s house if you want.”

“No, Mom. It’s alright. Sandali lang naman kayo dun diba?” She looked hesitant at kinabahan ako. “Mom?” I touched her hand at tiningnan niya ako. “Yes, yes. We’ll just call you, okay?” Tumango naman ako’t hinanap si Dad. Iniwan ko si CK na kausap ni Mommy.

Nakita ko sya sa may garden, nakaupo sa bench. “Hey, Dad.” I kissed his cheeks and sat beside him. “Bakit naman biglaan pag-alis niyo?” I rested my head on his shoulders and inhaled the smell of flowers around us.

“Kahit kami nabigla, Lois. Babalik din naman kami. Sandali lang kami dun. I promise.” He kissed my temple and held my hand. “Just always remember that I love you. Ever since the day your Mom told me she’s pregnant with you.” Napaayos ako ng upos at tiningnan si Dad. “Why are you so emotional, Dad? You want me to go with you?”

“No. You stay here and finish you school.” Umiling sya at ngumiti sa akin. “Wala lang, mamimiss kasi kita, anak. This would be the longest time I’ll be away from you.”

“Aww. ‘Dy, I’m fine. I’m 22 years old already, I can handle myself.”

“I know, Loislane, I know.”

After sometime, hinatid na namin sila palabas ng bahay. Hindi na ako pinaghatid nila Mommy dahil pagod daw ako. Tiningnan naman ako ni Ate Gwen at ngumiti ng parang aso.

Tinawanan nya ako at umiling. I didn’t say my goodbye, just I miss you and I love yous to them. What can go wrong, right?

He led me back into the house and upstairs towards my room. Hinarap niya ako sa kanya at niyakap. “I love you, Loislane Amya, I love you. Always.” With that he kissed my lips first and then my forehead.

“Magpahinga ka na. Alam kong pagod ka. I’ll just be a phone call away. Or if you’re too lazy, you can call me.” Inabot nya yung pintuan ko saka binuksan. Itinulak niya ako papasok. “I love you, okay?”

“Okay. I know. Text ka kapag nakauwi ka ha?”

“Yes, boss!” he mock saluted and jogged his way down the stairs.

Best day ever?