We sit for a long time in silence. After what we just learned, the quiet should feel oppressive, but it’s not. I’m not happy, but sitting next to Finn makes me feel slightly more in control, a little more capable of handling everything that’s about to come our way. Between our two seats, my cell begins to vibrate. Incoming call. Ally. “You want to get that?” Finn asks, gaze focused straight ahead again. “I can stand outside if you want a minute.” “No! No way am I making you stand in the cold!” I send the call the call to voicemail. Even if I were alone, I probably wouldn’t have picked up. I don’t know what to say right now. I’m too drained and Ally would want explanations and honestly...I don’t think I fully understand all of this enough to explain it. Or maybe I just don’t want to. Wha

