The gray clouds faded into the dark night, still by the fountain, I searched the sky as if it would rain down an answer to my sudden confusion, has my loneliness and desperation for truth led me to excuse Nikolai’s actions? Has my situation dug me so deep into a hole that I am willing to view Nikolai from a different perspective, all because Cedric and I are going through some problems?
Stepping away from the fountain, I paced the grass angrily, is this the feeling of reaching rock bottom, what good will it do me now to see Nikolai from a different perspective? He is still a murderer of innocent young maidens; his complex personality will not change that.
But Nikolai aside;
“Could you imagine being with someone so picture perfect”
Cedric also plays a major factor in my current situati
