It felt like a whole was punched through my chest. A whole that continued to spread with the days that passed. I left our apartment and went to live with Sarah and Aaryaan. They were extremely nice to let me crash into one of the rooms upstairs. Their house was gorgeous, and they recently told me they were expecting a baby. I thought I was jealous, jealous of their happiness, but with time, I actually felt really happy for them. Maybe I was just trying to heal. Maybe that time I just didn’t feel like celebrating their happiness. Adian had tried calling me, he even tried to get to see me, but I never opened my room I was currently living in. I didn’t want to see him, because looking at him would just remind me of what my eyes witnessed a few days ago at that party. It would just refre

