PLEASE MOON TICKETS, I'LL REALLY APPRECIATE. THANK YOU! IVY * * The days are a lot slower lately. It's long and depressing. Everyday I touch my stomach and.... it's just... it's just not the same anymore. I literally went to hell and back for this baby and I lost it.. just like that. I don't even know where to start from or where to proceed from. I'm having dark days, very dark days and sometimes I wish my life would just end. After two weeks of being indoor and suffering, I decided it was time to get my life going. I reached out to the owner of my company and reintroduced myself, explained how we met and all, he was very much excited to hear from me. He sympathized with me for loosing the pregnancy, apparently, the news that went out was that I went into early labor and lost the

