Blake p.o.v
I entered a room and held my head nothing believing what I am about to do .
" Ahhhhrrhhhhhh'' I roar at the top of my lung .
The hurt , pain , anger everything was attacking me like a brick falling on my head hitting me badly .
How can I do this to Eva , how can I fall so low , I was about to destroy her innocence in brutal way . How can I became such a pathetic human being .
I grab the hair on my head pulling them as tightly as I could . I wanted to hurt myself like I hurt Eva just now .
She is right , I am not an human being , I am a monster I don't deserve and I don't deserve her love .
I took out the belt and started hitting myself on my shirtless body .
The splash sound heard by the empty room but I didn't stop remembering how she was shivering in fear .
My Eva
