TOO CLOSE TO LOOSING IT

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YUUJIN POV I woke late since it was my day off. I couldn't sleep well last night because of the aftermath of what happened in the office. I insisted on going back home the moment it stopped pouring outside and by that he also insisted on dropping me off,i didn't think much on it until this time. He now knows my private villa.Good! Much worse,I couldn't stop thinking about him. Everytime i looked at my reflection on the bathroom mirror, his beautifull brown eyes stared back at me. His big veiny hands caresse my whole body when i bathe, his breath trace my neck when i dry my hair, his perfect cologne stick on me like a second skin His voice so loud and seductive in my head when i plug ear pods. I think am a real definition of a mental "Pathetic horny b***h!" I cursed myself loud running my hands through my hairs,this was really getting out of hand. In the evening, i thought about going to one of top gay clubs,maybe they'd f**k my state out. I took my car keys and my brown German coat and moved to the door but the moment i pulled the door open, the world stoped For five straight seconds, i forgot how to talk. "Mr Lee,wh-at are y-ou doing...here?" I finally managed to ask. Zain was standing on my pavement outside my house like he had been standing there for all his life. His both hands on his pocket, in a dark brown casual jeans and white plain t-shirt matching his rubber. His hair was curly styled making him look devishly handsome He turned and slowly moved to me like he got whole time in the world,every step matching my loud foolish heartbeat. I think he looks more good in casual outfit "Am more handsome in casual outfit,thank you" "How did you-i didn't-" "You may not have said that out loud but that look you're giving me says it all" He said looking me directly in the eyes but i looked away quickly cause i was positive that my face was as red as his flag. I heard him chuckle making me turn slowly "What?" He looked down at the car keys in my hand and the coat i was holding. "Were you heading out?" "As you can see Mr Lee" His eyes darkened "It's Mr Zain to you, don't let me repeat it ever again Yuujin " I swallowed hard,then silently nodded "And so,what are you doing on my door steps Mr Zain?am pretty sure you gave me a day off " "Its a day off yah that's why am here" I looked at him confused. "I want to take you somewhere,it's off work " "Oh!" "You go to clubs,don't you?" "Pretty much" but not the one you think of "Good!now let's go to one" He said turning to lead the way "Can i say no?" "You know better than that answer Yuujin, now be a good boy,put those keys back inside and follow me" I sighed hard. Not that word again. He took me to this one club, i knew it wasn't an ordinary club just by observing it's structure. It looked peaceful and harmless outside but it was total chaos inside. It was so loud and croudy but i felt a hand tugging on mine. It was Zain, he Just smiled on me and pulled me with him to the other side but my whole eyes was glued on his hand on mine Am going to think about this scene for a whole f*****g month. We reached a VIP spot and i felt so empty when he untugged his hand. He sat on a large leather coach and for my safety i sat opposite to him facing him "It's noisy isn't it?" He shouted "That's how it has to be" I shouted back and he smiled. He wanted to say something else but he was cut short by flood of women moving in "Welcome back Mr handsome " The first girl said in English. She was white and looked like she was some sort of American with gold long hair wearing only a pair of red bikini and lace bra,the other girls had only bikinis and a small that covered their n*****s leaving all the other parts bare. Am sure enough if it was any another man they could have come on spot just by the sight but too bad,i was super gay so no,i wasn't even 0% interested "Hey Natasha, you're still existing? I thought I'd get some shocking bad news about you here" Zain answered back using same language probably Joking Is English always this sexy? "Common handsome!these weak dirty small d**ks can't kill me " she answered back sitting beside him straddling on his laps sexly. The other girls came to seat beside me straddling me too but all i felt was disgust. Zain seemed to notice cause he shifted his attention back to me " You okay? Are they your taste?" I couldn't answer "And this is..?" The girl asked looking at me teasingly "Suung-min's brother inlaw,Yuujin " "Ohhh,a konketsu? He's handsome...am Natasha,nice to meet you Yuujin" she said extending a hand I nodded giving her a short handshake before pulling my hand off "Hey man,you can get wasted as you like and f**k whoever you want the stage is yours" Zain said with a smirk on his face. This guy really have no idea,If only he was included in that word 'whoever' I'd waste no second on doing that. I excused myself and went to the washroom, i stayed there for almost half an hour before i came back finding the atmosphere completely changed Zain was sitting on the coach his arms and legs apart, two women kneeling sucking him while the sore called Natasha was kissing his naked chest . I clench my jaw so hard seeing that scene in front of me,his head thrown back probably enjoying their working, his eyes shut his lips slightly parted as he groaned and panted his voice swallowed by the loud music. Two girls moved to me touching me but i cared less about them I should have looked away right? It was a very awkward situation but even you'll know what am passing through if you just have a glace at the situation right now. I completely lost it when he opened his eyes and they landed on me.Dark heavy and horny. God have mercy on me. "Would you like to join us Mr?" Natasha asked looking down on the budge of my jeans. Heavens knew why i was that hard "Nah...I'll drink first" I answered almost immediately and moved back to my spot,poured myself a drink and swallowed it in one go.i could feel it burning my throat all the way down but not enough to burn what was triggered inside my veins. They f****d him taking turns while i watched. The girls didn't leave my side either, they were touching me every where and for the sake of being doubted, i let them. He was big and veiny with a pink mouth watering tip. Everytime it disappeared and get out of their p**sies left me breathless. I had to cross my legs to hide the way my c*ck was rock hard "Mister you're so hard right now you're going to burst, why don't you let us take care of you?" A blonde haired girl asked, her hand tracing the budge of my pant. I've never fu*ked a woman in my life,not even in my worsest nightmare and that doesn't mean I'll do it now. "I prefer watching" I lied and they bought it. My eyes shifted back to Zain,they were f**king him roughly. One thing was vivid and sure. He liked getting riden.Good! That's what am good at. Every time he shifted the angle, his body moved from the pressure ,he bite his lower lip,God! It was driving me to the edge. His grip on the girl's waist tightened and i knew that he was close,I let my eyes roam and my fantasy more wild untill i couldn't help it anymore and came hard at the exact time he did. My body crushed back on the coach my chest rising and falling heavily "f**k!" I cursed between my teeth. He didn't even touched me and am this wrecked what if he touch me? Heavens, am f*****g done! We stayed in the club untill 12am. Zain was drunk as hell and couldn't even move an inch without swaying so i hurried in the bathroom to clean up so that i could take him back home. I was getting out of the bathroom when a figure blocked me. It was Natasha. She was looking me with so much curiosity "What?" I asked getting irritated by her look "You didn't touch any of the girls" "Was that a rule?" "Nope! Its just that..." her eyes traveled down landing on my pant "you came breathlessly without having anyone touching you" I smirked "Incase you don't know this, its not necessary for a girl to touch us to finish. I can watch and still finish even ten times" She folded her hands smiling wildly "Is that what you've been telling yourself? I've been in clubs so much i can differentiate this s****l tensions. You weren't looking at us, you were looking at someone else" I looked at her straight in the eyes. I was so tired to start defending myself. I thought about slapping her face cause why the f**k could a mare stripper mendle with my business? "What are you trying to say?" "You're gay" Wow..she could have said it straight from the moment she walked on me "Brilliant. Now back off, i need to take him home " I said passing her but then she talk making me pause "You're crushing on him. Don't you think you're being pathetic crushing on a straight guy, more worse a millionaire grown man who would never get his image dirty?" I sighed then slowly turned "You don't have to repeat what I've been telling myself all along Ms Natasha" i said smiling "let's call it a night,can we?" I didn't wait for her answer, i turned and left. I found him laying lazily on the coach "You're wasted " I said moving to him "And you're not. I think i told you to do whatever you wanted " he answered in a drunk voice as a helped him up "who do you think is going to handle you on your drunken state if we're both drunk?" "I could have called Mengz" Saying that i remembered that i didn't have to tire myself "Can we call him,i don't think you want to go home like this. Maybe he can take you to your home." He nodded and took out his phone but unfortunately it was dead. He smiled awkwardly looking at me "I don't think w'll need Mengz on this" I sighed hard, took him out to the car and carefully put him on the back seat and walked to the driver seat. His car was just his type,his scent filling the space. "You can give me directions to your-" i was cut short by a heavy breath and looking by the front mirror i saw him sleeping soundly. I turned to have a good look of him and... God. This man is beautiful in all ways. I shook my head to get my mind straight before i started driving. I couldn't help glancing at him through the front mirror,and once or twice I found myself smiling. I had no other choices than to take him to my villa,i helped him to one of my guest room and layed him on the bed. "You smell like an alcohol dump" I said moving to the bathroom coming out with a dump piece of cloth to clean him. I took off his t-shirt first and couldn't help but swallow hard as my eyes roamed his sexy tattooed abs. "Why..." i heard him and looked up finding that he was looking at me "Why what?" I asked in a low voice "Why are you looking at me like that?" He asked in a drunk voice. I wanted to stand and move out or ignore him question by telling him he doesn't mean to ask me such question but instead i heard my self answering "Like how?"Thanks to the alcohol i drunk,it wants to naturally expose me today. He took time answering like he was thinking of how to put it in words and finally answered "Like you want to do something very devishly but there's one thing holding you up" I smiled at his answer "You're right. Now stop talking and let me clean you up to sleep." He didn't say anything again. I cleaned him up and quickly left the room before my patience drop to negative I couldn't sleep at night. I kept tossing and tossing still the memory of the club running in my head. " He was sexy as f**k!" I said turning on the light now knowing that i can't sleeping directly knowing that he was few steps away next my room. I could feel his presence wrapped on me, it was like he was laying beside me. That question...he saw how i looked at him and noticed. I just hope that he forgets it in the morning or else i don't know what excuses I'll come up with. "How am i going to face him tomorrow? Goddamn!" I switched off the light and pulled the duvet to my face. "f**k it! I'll handle it in the morning" I said and slowly drifted to sleep
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