5 MINUTES WITH YOU

TWO MINDS

YUUJIN POV

I helplessly followed him to the parking lot although i was abit tempted to resist more to see what he had in store for me.

"We're taking half a day off from work" he said after a long moment of silence

"You never take day's off from your work, is there a funeral to attend?" I asked as we rounded the corner moving to his car. I heard him chuckle lightly

"Ofcourse there is! Something is dead today and we're going to burry it" he said and i couldn't miss the sarcatism in his tone.

He opened the passenger door and got in then rolled down the window

"You're going to drive me there,don't worry about the location, just go grab the wheel " he then rolled it up as i rolled my eyes

He really piss me off when he's in his bossy mode

The moment i entered his car,his scent hit me hard i had to grip the head of the leather seat for composure.

His scent has started being an adictive drug to me.

Starting the engine, i saw the location on his car map and that suprised me.

A place that abandoned and lifeless, he's not planning to murder me is he??

I tried to shove that thought by looking at him through the front mirror, his arms were folded on his muscled chest, leaning his weight on the leather seat while his eyes were shut like he was sleeping? Or...thinking? I didn't have time to think about that. I returned my gaze to the road but then as if having a mind of its own, it found its was back to the front mirror

Heavens,are you sure there isn't any God who have taken a vacation from there and forgot to come back or worse sneaked out? Cause am pretty sure am witnessing one here. I said taking my time to admire him while once in a second focusing on the road

"If you continue staring me like that Yuujin, we will never reach our destination" he said in a teasing tone,his eyes still shut.

I returned my gaze to the road ahead then cleared my throat

"I...I-who was staring at you? You were really day dreaming!" I said trying to hide the embarrassment that was surfacing on me. He just smiled and nodded

Fuckk..! I was angry with him, let's not forget that.

We reached the destination in the evening. It was somewhere i never thought it existed in the world. Out of the city,a large glass wall villa with an aquatic surrounding it was lighting both physically and emotionally

"Wow...what in the world is this place?" I whispered staring at the surrounding. Zain smiled

"This is my private secret silent place...,cool isn't it?"

What the hell does he mean by cool

"Its beautiful,God!" Now this is his private heaven

"Common!" He said taking my hand leading me in but i barely processed the sparks i felt from the touch. This place was magnificent.

"You hungry? I'll cook something for you real quick" he offered as we entered the sitting room. It was beautiful and large, i still could see the sea through the glass wall but then i was taken back by most foreign sentence i heard from him

"Do what??" I asked just to be sure if i wasn't hallucinating from the beauty of this place.

"Ain't you hungry Yuujin?"

Okay maybe i was hallucinating-

"I'll cook something really quickly" he added boldly, no teasing tone

Okay i wasn't hallucinating after all

"But the maids-" he cut me short

"There's no one else here, just me and you. That's why i told you it's my private secret place "

"Why?" I asked. Well.....why would such a loved heir need a secret place? He breathed heavily then smiled.

Now am getting used of that sweet smile

"Save that for latter,let me see if there's anything in the house!" He stood and disappeared on a corner, leaving me silently admiring the house

Thanks God he couldn't find anything in the house and moved back to the city for some pizza and small necessities cause am pretty sure I'd have slept on the clouds if he would have cooked for me.

For Yuujin Hetsu.

"So...why did you bring me here?" I asked after we ate and walked out

Walking by the sea. He took time to answer and as I about to get impatient, he started

"I wanted us to get a proper talk"

Us..? What does he mean by us? I thought it didn't disturb him as much as it did to me. He's not even gay for christ sake!

He continued.

"you were giving me a silent treatment Yuujin. It was like i was existing anywhere but your world, why?" He asked now standing to face me. I sighed hard before answering

"I was just trying to fix what i destroyed, you made it even in your office so I was living on it"

"Is that all Yuujin? Cause there was no point of not even looking at me if it was only about fixing. There's something more than that"

God! He sees right through me..but he understands nothing.

"You don't get it Mr Zain" I said now tired of explaining

"Then tell me so that i can get it" he answered seriously

There's no way am going to do that.

"You're not even gay,I know you have never even met such twisted plot in your worsest nightmare mare. You'll never understand-"

"I do understand Yuujin, i understand it so well it's driving me nuts! Not being gay and beeing clueless about that third gender makes me understand it even way better. The me who flirting with girls is my medaled talent, who f***s p*****s to their grave like a possessed animal now craving for a mans kiss,drowned in a pool of weird and nasty thoughts just by you staring me with those glassy golden eyes..God Yuujin! i understand it soo f*****g well!" He admitted, looking into my eyes all the time

Now am feeling alittle guilty.why didn't i think about him all time? Was it because i thought he's so straight to get bent-wait! Did i...bend him?

'Why would a straight man get hungry of man's lips,wants to devour him, gets turned on by a single glance? man!you just bent a millionaire's heir-'

Keep quiet goddamn!

"Yuujin.." the tone he used made me raise my head to look at him, he took a step coming abit closer but not quite close

"Was it because i kissed you in the office? Did i read it wrong,was it really an accident since you were drunk that day?" He seried the questions in a very concerning tone

I nearly laughed. Wasn't he stealing my line? I want to push him more and see what he'll do

"What if it was a mistake?" I asked and was really suprised seeing him thinking about it.

This side of him is very cute.

"I...then I'll make the mistake beautiful...it'll be a beautiful mistake."

Goddammit Zain..

"I thought i was the only one crazy in the world.." I said staring at him as he smiled

"But really,i was mad at you. You just kissed my brains out and called it getting even. Even after i told you am gay" I admitted and for a second i thought he wanted to say something but then he crushed it with a smile then took another step closer now completely evading my space then cup my cheeks with his both palms

"I just didn't believe that i even attracted such a cute little cup cake" I blushed pulling away

"What are you talking about, am not that feminine"

"Yes you are! And that's what makes you Yuujin." He said with the same tone again

"Don't say it that way"

"What way..?"

"Like i matter,like being gay doesn't disgust you"

"That's the truth"

I looked away to hid another blush...God...this man is going to kill me with his words

"Soo...are we good now?" He asked and i nodded

"No more ghosting?"

"No more ghosting!" Is he possessed or something?

We didn't go back and i was more than happy cause that place looked like it was straight from a wallpaper. You could see galaxy of stars in the night by the sea and now we were there. Laying beside each other, staring at the dazling sky.

"Its beautiful isn't it?" He asked probably noticing my bliss. I nodded.

"Actually am used to it. This have been my secret place since i was5"

I turned my head to him.

"Why...?it's not that you are bullied or anything" he chuckled shortly and i could feel the pain in it

"I wasn't. My...before mom died, my family used to be in a very happy family,no misunderstandings,just joy and love. It was untill mom found a boy who was abandoned by his family,pitted him and took him in.

Dad didn't love him at all but didn't have guts to say it out because mother loved him even more than how he loved us. But that didn't last long either. Dad discriminated him, yell at him all times,gave him hard tasks and didn't care if he got hurt at all. Mom saw all of that and that's when our family changed. Father would yell at mom, sometimes try to beat her and even abuse him. He also said that he was a curse and he was the cause that our family is broken but we also loved him and took him as our youngest brother untill mom died two years later for depression."

I looked at him all that time,his expression softening when he speaks about his mother and when it hardens when he speaks of his dad. I never thought he passed such a hard situation.

"Am so sorry, sometimes parents are worried about family positions "

"But that was too much"

"I understand, am sorry. It's fine now... by the way, where's he now?" I asked and i saw him thinking if it'll be best to say it or not and when he decided he answered

"That's a story for another time,just know that he's still alive and happy."

"Ooh..that's good!" We stayed silent for a while before i spoke again.

"You know...i never told anyone" he turned to and our eyes met

"Told what?"

"That...that i was gay. Not my sister, not my friends, not anyone. I didn't even plan to tell you-hell i wasn't saying it to anyone!" I finished the sentence turning my gaze back to face the sky. I could feel him staring at me

"You didn't say it to me Yuujin. You expressed it and that's way better. You know..nowadays saying that you're gay to your parents is killing. Even saying out that you're pregnant is like saying you want to go to the washroom. Very simple! So i get you Yuujin.

Okay...but isn't he in a big problem than me? What if his father finds out? He'll slaughter me for sure. I've to remind him.

"I still don't agree with you Mr Zain, it's way too risky. What if your father finds out-" I started but he cut me short

"He isn't going to find out unless i get out of my f*****g mind and kiss you breathlessly on his presence" he answered without a second thought

God..i was being serious about that but does he have to turn me on that way?

"What in the name are we?" I lastly asked after the 100th debate of weather to ask it or not. He took time to answer and strange thing is that,i knew he was thinking of the best way to put it and not to avoid it

Well...curse my brain.

"We are we. Yuujin...i haven't get intimate with any girl ever since your lips touched mine and you should pay for that"

"You ain't planing on blaming me, are you?" I asked raising my eyebrows in disbelief but then he smiled

"Ofcourse nah...i just want you to help me understand my feelings, sort them out and maybe I'll know who the hell i am"

"What if you are gay?" He huffed

"My d**k still reacts to p*****s but my mind don't,I have to fix those together "

I thought about it for a while before i finally spoke

"So how do i help you?" The moment those words landed to him made me wish i never even knew how to make sound

He stared at me intensely from my eyes to my lips then back to my eyes. He moved close bending his head abit blocking the night view his face just inches apart from mineBefore

"Let's start with you calling my name" he said in a low voice

"What?" I asked in suprise, not in my all lives prepared for that. He moved his hand to my chin and started tracing my jaw line

"Its not that hard Yuujin, i call yours every single time now its your time to return the favor"

"But you-"

"Don't test my patience Yuujin"

Fuck!!! Why did i believe him when he said that he understood?!

I stared at him then wanted to look away but he pulled my head back by his fingers on my jawline

"Are you planning to cheat? Okay if you don't want to say it willingly, I'll pull it out of you myself."

He moved his fingers from my jawline and started tracing my bare neck stoping at my nearly visible adams temple

"What-are..you doing?" I asked in quick breaths. He smirked before answering

"Trying to drag my name out of your beautiful lips" he moved lower to my chest, drawing lazy circles close to my n*****s as i feel them harden

No f*****g way!

"You're enjoying it Yuujin" he said with a smile, now pinching my n****e"

"S-to-p it.." I barely could form straight words. How could a straight man know how to make a gay man submit?

"Probably wondering how i know to do all this..yah?" He really could read my mind. "I never run out of experience cupcake" he said pecking at my cheeck

Goddammit he's going to be the end of me!

My breath quickened as i felt him going lower,his fingers brushing my budge. I managed to hold it two times but a moan escaped me the third time it brushed and i could hear his breath hitch

"f**k Yuujin! Am not gay for God's sake but i feel like am about to lose it now,make it quick or i change history"

He said in a breathless tone but my head was spinning hard

I barely could answer him correct but i knew this wasn't supposed to happen, atleast not this time. Also he isn't gay and i wouldn't feel good if he comes to regret it later.

"Zain please..." I pleaded beyond whisper but he heard it anyway

"Please what...? Stop confusing the heavens Yuujin"

Holly mother Marry!

Am well turned on that i don't know how to differentiate 'stop' from 'more'

Am done for!

I just holded his hand that was now resting on my waist and did my best to open my eyes and look into his. I could see admiration in them but i couldn't care about that now,i just wished he understood me

"Good boy...!next time i want you to say it, not your d**k." He then kissed me shortly

That's your reward cupcake