I was eighteen years old when I was captured and came here. I was imprisoned in this castle for more than two years. Since then, I have been his slave.
I was cut off from the outside world against my will. I had no friends and no dreams for the future, my life is completely different after living in a bustle. I am now an outcast.
Is what I suffer now because of every sin I have committed in the past?! Friends were not a luxury that allowed me, because it was Beta Jacob who asked for it.
Anyone who makes a mistake in befriending me, risks facing Jacob's wrath. Therefore, no one approached me for fear of punishment.
My misery didn't end with my imprisonment, but Beta explained to me many times when he saw the looks of love in my eyes, that the moon goddess doesn't give the gift of lov
