I have never encountered someone as indecisive as Esther. She went through around six lovers during our freshman year, coloured her hair from red to black and back again, and switched majors three times. No matter how much I pretend otherwise, I really really love it. Her thoughtless, carefree demeanour and her ability to forget things quickly were what initially pulled me in. There are instances when I can get my head on the same carefree level as hers, and if I spend a lot of time with her, I wish I could be the same way sometimes. "What topics have you two been discussing?" Taking a blade of grass off my leg, I ponder. "It is not acceptable to inform me that they are reconciling, as I do not want to witness you experiencing such pain once more." She pulls the cap off the tanning spray

