As she backs up, I fix my gaze on the front door of the caravan. I respond, "Because that is all I want to do." "And between Sharon and me, nothing occurred." Since something actually did happen, the sentence feels like the biggest lie I have ever told. For the first time in more than a year, I felt something, but I am not sure what it was. Sharon Just to make sure Nikki had not said anything more offensive to Lily, I went outdoors, and here I am holding her blasted hand. I need to let go of her hand and go on, but I just can not seem to let go of it even though I know it is bad. Right now. Give the poor girl some space to herself. This is the kind of girl you avoid for a reason. You do not have to become attached or wreck more lives. But no matter how hard I try, I just can not seem to

