I tap my fingers on the desk and pause, thinking. "Alternatively, perhaps I can trace back my thoughts and determine why he did it." I take a deep breath, let it out loud, and feel my heart start to race. I am not sure whether I am ready to reveal his name just yet, but if you are watching them and you are not me, you are undoubtedly wondering who he is. I am hoping to make it there. Perhaps eventually, but who knows, I might always remain as lost and illiterate as I am right now.
That is how it seems right now, so I leave it at that and turn off the computer, wondering how long I am going to keep up this meaningless drama, this time-killer. I yank the chair aside and leave my room. I have to walk fifteen steps to the end of the hall and ten more to the table. They are all completed in eq
