Man of my Dreams

Chapter 1

Have you ever been in adoration?

Have You Been zealous?

Have you ever liked someone who doesn't exist?

How do I know if you like someone who has an unbelievable existence?

How do I know if he is a human or not?

Does love really exist between the two of us?

They say that love starts with admiration and when it lasts, it ends in love.

Eh, how do I know if I am really in love with him? I don't even know him thoroughly, like what kind of creature is he? Is it enough that I just look at him so I can say my heart beats for him? Wait, does he have a heart? Eh, what if I can't look at him because I'm disgusted with him? Not because I like or love him, duh. He is just a piece of paper that came to life. He just needs me. I don't like him. Because I don’t like the way he looks? Can someone answer my questions? I am really confused. He is just a piece of paper with ink , then he came to life, then made my not so peaceful life into terrible chaos.

The difficulty, isn't it?

What if you feel too disappointed with someone? That guy when you don't want to see him that's where he shows up? Even if you have the fervor to erase him from the world, you can't do it because you can't just kill people. Well I can't kill him. How? Tear the paper?

My friends say, “The more you disdain, the more you love”.

I don't like him because he is annoying. He made everyone envy me and that caused more ruckus.

Indeed, I don't despise him! I simply don't care for him! Well i am helping him to fulfill his petty little but so difficult task. Does that imply that I love him? No chance! He may be decent looking, uhm oh wait, handsome, yeah he is very handsome and uhm ahh ravishing indeed! But he doesn't have cash to get his own necessities! Furthermore, in my eyes, he is rubbish!

"Hi?" I had just arrived at the parking garage when my cell phone rang.

"Where are you? You're late," said my dearest companion, Kiara.

"Is it accurate to say that you are that eager to see me? Geez, do you have something for me? Cause you know, you went to Los Angeles, California this summer. I am thinking if you have something for your best friend ``I said on the phone, I was talking to Kira, my beautiful and very rich best friend.

"Get your fat a*s here now, 'b***h!" Then, at that point she hung up.

Being popular, I quickly grabbed the attention of the students as I walked in. Most of the women ran closer to my direction. I'm used to the whispers and their accent shivering when I see them pass by. That's why it's so scary when I enter my school's prestigious gate.

Let me introduce myself first so that you wont get me wrong when i say, i am popular. Because uhm i am really popular, kind of. I am Alliana, a typical school girl. My parents are farmers in the province. I am the only girl, aside from my mom of course, in the family. I am now living in the metropolitan city. Because I was enrolled in an elite school in a metropolitan city. My school is one of the most expensive schools in Asia, from the facilities to school uniforms and things are shouting with luxury. Name it, Dior, Chanel, Yves Saint Laurent, Celine, Kissme, Calvin Clein, Tiffany & co, Bulgari, MICHAA, Gucci, Guess, Mac, Adidas, Iphones, Samsungs, Hera and so many more luxuries brand that i can't afford even when i sell my soul. Duh, I can't even afford Shein. All students own several or all kinds of belongings from those luxury brands. They are just too damn rich. Like damn, their clothes cost fortune. Not to mention that they only wear their clothes once. Everyone bullied me for being poor. Treated me like trash but duh I am good at ignoring. I still remember what my father always said, if someone showed you cruelty and violence, show them never ending kindness and let them question themselves for being bad and you for being good.

I am lucky, i have a job as a streamer. I wear fancy costumes, wigs, and a lot of makeup. I transformed myself into a girl in an anime look when I was streaming. It's because viewers like it and so that no one will recognize me. I don't ask money from my family on the province. I am a scholar, because I am intelligent, talented and of course beautiful, though I don't own luxurious and fancy things.

Everyone bullied me, but Kiara stayed beside me. She is my best friend who is very rich. In fact her family has 129 million net worth according to a magazine just read. Her family is a well known politician that is why her family's information is always plastered on newspapers and magazines. Kiara is a kind and polite woman. She is so polite and soft and slow. Her voice is soothing. I am so lucky that she became my best friend. When everyone bullies me, Kiara is always there treating me to something so that I can regain my smile again. Everyone wants me out of this school because everyone is elite and I am poor. But duh I am a scholar in this school, unless someone can pass my intelligence or someone has a greater IQ than me, I can be expelled from school but duh no one can beat me when it comes to the brain.

So basically I have to suffer from their bullying every now and then. I got so used to bullying that it doesn't have any effect on me now.

"Gra he's more handsome now!" I heard someone shout. Yeah I think he is here.

"You said it right girl, our uniform really suits him."

"Everything suits him."

Don’t they think he is passing by and he hears what they’re saying? Tch. I just sighed then

But I stopped when someone dared to block my path.

"Hello there, little sneaky trash..." he nodded. He is Deril, a typical spoiled brat in a bad boy type. He is a campus heartthrob. I smiled. I'm used to him being so rude in front of me or talking to me ohh i mean to everyone but he is more mean to me. I touched and ruffled my hair which caused my heart to stop pounding. I am in a hurry that is why my heart is beating fast.

"Gracious, my god! Did you see that, young ladies? He noticed that trash..." I didn't wait for a minute after I heard their whisper. I continued to walk.n

"Geez, new hair style," my dearest companion Kiara's face flashed to my annoyed aura when I reached my floor. "Is that a trend in Los Angeles, California? That flashy eyeshadow?'' I asked her back. When I say that she is polite I am actually joking because she is the opposite. She is blunt and bold. But she is honest and trustworthy, she is just the only one who knew about my streaming job.

She took me by the shoulder and examined my whole being. "Psh, isn't there anything new for you except for your boring normal shorter hairstyle?" she asked

“It’s hard to change being naturally beautiful, Kiara,” I said smiling. "Ohh shut up!" she said and we both laughed. We hugged each other. We last saw each other last school year, before she flew to Los Angeles California to spend summer.

"I really really missed you b***h" she said laughing.

I was just shaken. My forehead furrowed as I watched my classmates line up outside the homeroom. "First day of class then late key holder?" my complaint.

"Howdy, trash?" No doubt my classmate Daniella came over and greeted me meanly while eyeing Kiara. Kiara's family is powerful, that is why no one can touch her. Though Kiara does not protect me from bullies her presence is enough for me to be at ease.

I was bored after she held my arm. "b***h" I answered with a sigh.

"You know you are trash right? You shouldn't be here," she said flirtatiously.

"So?"

"Nothing."

"Did you know you look so hideous? Tch. Go away," I motioned her to go away

Kiara just approaches Daniella and laughs so hard. “Ohh it looks like you look more like trash than Alliana, how pathetic. Geez come on Daniella prepare a rebuttal,” she joked.

I just regretted what I said then I looked around the field. Suddenly heavy rain fell. Too strong that fear crept when I remembered I have no umbrella and my family is near a river which is dangerous during heavy rain. With the force of it, rainwater is pouring into the lobby. So we immediately lined up in line so as not to be wet.

We were in the same situation when some students were climbing. Most are uniformed, old students. Some are regular citizens, transferees. But, what caught everyone's attention is Deril, smiling sarcastically. She is a play boy or in a most common word, f**k boy. He has different girls.

"Geez, the walking typhoon is here" Kiara whispered while looking at Deril.

I crossed my arms and leaned against the wall. "I couldn't care less. I am not affected by his presence." I glared at those who were eyeing at me. "Geez girl you are so popular that most stared at you more than Deril. And then their stares are deadly hahahaha goodluck friend" she joked.

"Quiet down!" i said to her

Kiara is very stylish and elegant. Typical type of Deril. But she can't even stay close to Kiara because she is a badass b***h. He tried sending flowers, expensive chocolates which I always eat, and luxurious gifts, which I always have. Kiara ignored it all that is why I got it here. Duh, life gets harder. I can sell those Hera and Chanel that I got. She's additionally rich and popular. Beautiful, white and hot. Many students like her. Just like many students like Deril. Be that as it may, not me.

But I am tall, rotund, medium skin color, tied hair and ... not a pretty girl. Hahaha duh as if i care.

Yes, I am not ugly but I am not beautiful. I laughed at my own thoughts.

I frowned at him and was so shocked when our eyes met. My eyebrows furrowed even more when I saw how furious he looked.

What are you taking a gander at? I stepped closer and he smirked.

The loud laughter of those who saw it immediately prevailed. Kiara leads who also has the loudest laugh. Even I laughed at the force of the crash caused by his fall to the floor. Radiances made me laugh when I saw how bad his face was because of the pain. I did not push him but while he was looking furiously at me , who is trash, he slipped.

"You're really crazy, Alliana! You don't laugh at our prince who dumbly slipped hahahahaha" Suddenly my dearest companion Kiara said. I was shocked to watch Kiara approach Deril. "Are you ok, dumb nuts?" annoyed and worried, she asked. She offered him a hand. "Allow me to help you."

Really?. Tch!

I was annoyed and stared at Deril. It was a long time before he stood up but he didn’t accept Kiara’s help. I watched him stand up and exercise. I grin annoyed avoiding the gaze.

But that's how shocked I was again when he suddenly approached me! I wasn't far off expecting and I just realized he was holding me by the collar. "You're stupid, ah?" his gentle voice was high.

My forehead furrowed. Geez he smells so expensive! Twofold like! Modest! My mouth tightened. "Will you let me go or will I hit you?" I challenge myself.

I felt another shock as he slowly lifted me off the wall with one arm. I can feel the trembling of his hand. "Why did you laugh at me?" the high -pitched voice was also soft

"It's happened, eh. What dad can you do?" my sarcastic response, causing my classmates to laugh.