I didn’t know that darkness could feel so cold. That it could weigh you down and make you feel as though you were suffocating. I didn’t know that the same darkness that I shared with blissful sleep would feel like this. People who have almost died have all said the same things: Their lives flashed before their very eyes. However, for me, it was just a singular image. Alice. Maybe the reason why I saw her was because I thought that she was my entire life.
When I came to, I definitely didn’t expect it. If anything, I thought that when I awoke, I would find myself in the pits of fiery hell for all the lives that I’ve taken due to my need to survive. But no, I didn’t. I also expected to be completely broken beyond repair physically. But no, I wasn’t. When I came to, I was standing in a room
