I read something recently that said: Confidence is something that you can fake until you make it. I remember reading it at the time and scoffing. It made me think that they weren’t being the true version of themselves. For me, I feel like it’s okay to not have confidence and find a road to get there. I thought that then, but now, I realize that everything I’m doing is faked confidence. I may be a nurse, but not a very good one. I faked my confidence in being able to help Jayce and I didn’t even know where to start with Alice.
Even when my dad walked in, sat down, and then I got called, walking to the capsule and saying the thing that I did was all faked confidence. As I’m being transported down to my challenge, the mask of calm, it was all fake confidence. Everything about me was as fake
